{Chapter 23} 

Eunjin POV

After laughing so hard, We breathed heavily trying to catch our breath. When we did he looked at me again grinning "I'm serious though" He said then just stared at me. 

I can see the sincerity in his eyes though 

I could even feel it 

I looked away from him and looked outside staring past through the windows with J sighing and just started the engine

but If I give him a chance maybe my chance for myungsoo would be gone if him and suzy does break up

but then again why would they? They are perfect for each other already 

and if I don't give Jungkook a chance thinking maybe myungsoo would give me a chance but he will not then I'll be single forever and taking in donations of so I could just have a kid which I want badly even through my attitude.

The attitude that is supposed to be long gone but is back. 

It is back. 

This foolishness? this had to go 

Me crying over myungsoo? Has to go

Me getting back my past life where J is invovled? Doesn't have to go 

THAT life? 

Was perfect and now I am making it again 

I took a peak at J and I know he is a bit disappointed and my ego is really that high again but I won't let it get so high this time.

I sighed and looked at J 

"Ya Goldmak!" I said smiling 

he instantly looked at me suprised since he knows that I call him that when we were still in a relationship

"yeah?" He said grinning 

"I have a fashion show coming up in two days at Australia I was just wondering if you could join me" I said shyly my face looking down at my fingers 

"Well.. I'm kinda busy on that day I'm sorry really am" He put his hand over mine 

of course, Business. 

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"I'll pick you up on friday I'm going to be the one to send to the airport okay?" J said 

and then what? never do it anyways?

I looked at him with a straight face

"Its fine I can take it" I said and shut the door on his face this kind of shizz again.

Exactly why we broke he was so caught up with business that his time for me is gone no more me and him time when we were still on. 

"I'll just text you, I'm really sorry" He said he stayed a little longer against my door 

but I didn't mind him 

I waited for him to walk away but he just won't 

I should change my clothes and take a half bath first then maybe he'll be gone by then. I walked away from the door and into my bathroom stripping my clothes. Of course you know what goes next.  

When I was done taking a shower or half bath, I went in to my room and dried myself and stuff then wore shorts and just plain white muscle shirt. 

Combing through my hair, I decided to check on Jungkook again. I decided to get some paper and a pen just incase we will be doing the same again as the past. 

When I checked through the telescope thingy my heart stopped he was still there. 

I didn't expect him to not ever. 

after I snapped at him and all 

I my speakers and as long as you love me is playing, he knew that I like to listen to Justin Bieber and every time he hears it playing he eithers texts me, calls me or anyway possible. 

I sat down against the door and put the paper on my lap writing 

' I know you're sorry but I won't forgive you in an easy way'  I wrote 

I fold the paper in three and slip it to the door I knocked softly, I stood up quickly watching him read the letter through the telescope thingy 

He smiled and chuckled, He stood up and is now leveled with the telescope and its actually funny since his face is so chubby in the view. 

"So we're at this level again huh? and you're playing bieber" He grinned waited for me to reply. 

Maybe I could move on yeah?