A/N: Damn I cried whilst writing my own chapter^^' me ish sooo emotional even though its a fanfic lol //I'm so sorry Bang for making you go through hell please forgive me x'C *cries like a freaking baby*// enjoy and if ur emotional please I advise you to get a box of tissues* but u might not have to=_= //ps soz for any spelling or grammar mistakes^^' that spell check thing don't work on my phone//

//The Present// STILL BANG'S POV

"So? Can you remember or not?" Comes D.O.'s voice snapping me back to reality.

"Y-Yes..." I say.

"Well then, I hope you won't have any problems following orders then" he says as he glares at me "Now get out of my face, you disgust me..." He spits out as he stands up. I bow my head at him and he just rolls his eyes. He bends over to the floor and picked up a rock. He tosses it up in the air and catches it again "hmmm this will do" and as he finished his sentence he swings the rock towards a building and CRASH! I look at him baffled and speechless "I was angry" he smiles and sprints off towards the gates.

"BANG YONGGUK!!! YOU PUNK YOUR GONNA BE IN A LOT OF TROUBLE!!!" Shouts a teacher from the broken window. Though I'm innocent... I can do nothing but run away and out the gates.

D.O'S POV

I can hear the teacher screaming his head off due to the trouble I'd caused. I watch from the side of the road as Bang runs out, fleeing from the false accusations that were being thrown at him by the angered teacher. 'Indeed you are a coward' I think to myself as I chuckle at how funny the scenery is. However, my smile soon turns into a frown as I think of how Kai has sunk down to the level of fighting the weak... Just a few months ago that was all forbidden to him but now, now it's seen as an issue of life and death to him. 'What does he see in that boy... Called Zelo?' I ponder.

I turn away from the corrupted school and head down the quiet streets stuck in my deep thoughts. Kai has become unresponsive due to this situation... so much so I, have to do all thinking of how to get his mind straight. 'How will I fix things this time... Will I be able to do anything?' fear starts to grow within me. What to do and how to do things are the only questions rushing through my head. I am not and never was the person for violence and force. That just isn't me. 'Looks like I need to meet up with Seho' I think and find myself walking faster and feeling more anxious. For some reason I didn't want to fix it, I didn't want Kai to be with that... Kid. Why am I feeling this? And of all times why now?

I have to meet wih the former leader... I don't know why but I don't think I'll be able to handle it this time...

BANG'S POV

School finished, on my watch at least. I head towards that empty and cold house which people would address as a 'Home'. Walking alone on this quiet and dull pavement not knowing what to do with life I stumble across the gate to my destination. I reach into my pocket, fumbling with the keys to open the unwelcoming door to the deserted spaces of my cell...

"I'm home" I mumble. No ones home... As usual.

I make my way up the unfamiliar grand staircase towards my oversized spacious bedroom. A bedroom containing nothing other than a  coverless bed and an abandoned cupboard. Everything is lifeless and the walls that square my room are bland and white.

I walk over to the comfortless bed and flop onto the springy mattress. I stare at the white canvas above me and tears drip down the side of my pail,  starved face as I run through the happenings of today. Every memory sprints through my min