Existential Crisis.
The Adolescent Adventures of Onew Appa and Baby TaeminSup guys.
This isn't a chapter but before you decide to kill me: hear me out.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I get nervous and terrified around people. It feels like everyone's closing in.
Depression hit me. hard.
I started college in September but dropped out last week without without telling my parents. I know they'll get mad. They told me to become a nurse but I wanted to be a game designer even though they hated it. So, I told them I decided to become a teacher and for the first time they seemed happy with my decision. I dropped out after realizing that I wasn't majoring in teaching for my sake. It was for my parents sake.
I'm in the middle of an existential crisis and I'm scared.
Up until now, it had alway felt like I wasn't real. It felt like I was floating but now I've been hit with reality. I was in my own world for so long that reality ended up biting me on the .
I know my lack of grammar and punctuation makes this confusing but for now I'll be editing all the chapters and adding more chapters with little Taemin. I've noticed that the quality of my writing went down.
Sorry for the inconvinience guys.
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