As I strolled through the park with Himchan oppa, I didn't realise that I was actually holding onto his hands, from the apartment until now.

After I realised that I was holding onto his hands, I quickly pulled him to a nearby bench and let go of his hand. We sat down and I took out some medicine from my bag. Why do I bring medicine in my bag? My father! He always abuses me when he's drunk. He controls me too.

For example, if I stay back in school he may complain to the principal sometimes.

He said extra lessons weren't necessary as I already had tution at home. But the fact is, I don't even have tution at home! He doesn't even give me freedom. So how can I be here now? You'll know that I'm in deep trouble now. I'm so dead.

I erased the thought from my mind and squeezed out some of the cream on my finger to apply on his face. 

"Ouch! Ouch!" He groaned.

"Oh~ Mianhae! Mianhae!" I apologised continuously.

"Aigooo~ Gwenchana! Gwenchana!" (It's okay) He chuckled a bit.

"Jinjja? Jinjja gwenchana?" (Jinjja: really) I stared at him, worried.

"Nae~ Dongsaeng I'm fine..." He smiled for a little while. But his smile slowly disappeared.

I knew he was upset because I spoke to him harshly just now. 

"Oppa, mianhae.... I.. I was too harsh just now..." I mumbled but it was loud enough for Himchan oppa to hear.

"Hyunmin ah~ , is it because I confessed my feelings to you that's why you don't want to be B.A.P's saeng anymore?" He look at me with his serious face.

"Aniya oppa..." I said with a hesitated voice, continuing to apply the medicated cream on Himchan oppa's face.

He knew I was lying but he acted as if he didn't know and held my hand and said "Hyunmin ah~, I guess it's time for you to go home."

I looked at my watch and saw the time. "Ommo!!!! It's already so late? I'll be killed by my Dad!"

"Killed by your Dad? Why?" He looked at me curiously.

"I think you heard me wrongly." I tried to deny and then ran home as fast as I can.

"It's already so late! I'll be beat up by my Dad again..!" I thought to myself as I find an excuse to tell my Dad.

-Reached home-

"Appa, I'm back..." I shut my eyes tightly after entering the house hoping that he won't beat me up.

"Why are you so late today?" My dad was holding a thick bamboo stick on his hand, seems like he's ready to hit me.

"Because...Well... Something cropped up in school today... So... I got to...to...to... stay back for a while." I stuttered.

"Stay for a little while? Stay until it's so late? You even dare to skip your dinner!" He shouted right in front of my face.

I was used to it. So I said, "What happened was that I met a gangster in my school and...-" I haven't even finish my sentence but he started hitting me. 

"And you fought with him..!" He continued for me although it's not true. I couldn't correct him as he's hitting me so I just kept quiet.

My mother stood in between us then stopped my dad from hitting me than push me into the room and my mother left the house again. As usual, she'd leave the house everytime when she is angry. When I'm in the room, I took my clothes and went into the bathroom inside my room. 

As I was bathing, I thought of what had happened today and I suddenly smiled to myself. Why am I smiling? I don't know... 

After a reefreshing bath I wore my clothes and went to the mirror, I found bruises on my arm, legs and my right cheek. Ottoke? I'm so dead... B.A.P oppas will see me like this... Yah~! LEE HYUN MIN~! Why are you thinking everything about B.A.P all of a sudden? I knock my head and appiled some medicated cream on my injuries then went to sleep after a tiring day of school.

[A/N:] Sorry~! I am really sorry because I didn't update for a long time because I'm on haitus :( And I didn't inform you all first :( Mian!

-Author,

KpopLover0201