A/N double update.

Joongki POV

“Joongki ah. I cancelled your schedule for today. Go see a doctor. Your fever came back again.”My manager told me.

“Oh okay.”This is bad very bad. My body seems like it is surrendering. No I can’t give up. I have yet made my relationship with Jihyo noona official. Or maybe I should not make my relationship with her official so that when I am gone, she would not suffer so much.Many thought ran through my mind…. I kept contradicting myself.I decided to wash up and go see my doctor.

At the hospital

“sigh….”My doctor’s face did not look good.

“How long more do I have?”I knew what was going on.

“.....”He just kept shaking his head.

“Dude……”Can he give me an answer.

“I really don’t know Joongki….This kind of disease cant be predicted.”

“Don’t bull. It can be. Can you just be honest with me. We have been friends the moment we came out of our mother’s womb.”I am really pissed off now.

“I give you a year at least. I put your name on the list.”

“Don’t. I don’t need anyone to donate their organs to me.Give them to little kids. They still have a long way infront of them. I have lived close to half a life time already.”

“But… Joongki ah……”

“I will start getting people prepared. Oh and I am with Jihyo noona.Bye”I tried to smile as I walked out of the doctor’s office.

I only broke down when I entered my car.Why why is this happening me? This is the question I have been asking myself. Why me?After crying for 5minutes I decided to drive over to Jihyo noona’s place and spend as much time as possible with her.