Joongki POV

Soon everyone started to stream to the filming site which was the place where they filmed the first episode of Running Man. After exchanging our greetings and hooking on the mic, we got into our usual positions to start fiming.

"Isint this place the place where we filmed the first episode of Running Man?"Jaesuk Hyung started the show.

"Yep.Joongki requested for us to film here today."The PD replied.

"Where I started should be where I end."I  passed the comment casually

"WHAT?! Today would be the last episode of Running Man?"Gary Hyung yelled.

"No....I have my reasons which I will say at the end of the show.Let's just get on with the show."I tried to smile an assuring smile.I felt JiHyo noona squeezed my hand.

Filming ran smoothly as I had planned.We played the old games and ran around with the bells tied to the chaser team's shoes. It felt just like the old times just that now we are a family rather than just collegues.I will miss this family of mine.

Suk Jin Hyung-the forever race starter that tries his best but he would never be good at anything

.Jaesuk Hyung- that is like an angel that will offer his helping hand whenever and where ever, caring for us like an Appa.

Jongkook Hyung-Despite the scary and overly competitive aura he has he is actually a very good hyung and friend.Someone that everyone would confine in when they are in trouble or troubled.He would offer good advice and he would always listen with his 100% concentration.

Haha Hyung-A forever 5 year old. He is so cute and naive yet he can also be quite mature.

Gary Hyung-He can be very annoying but he is very devoted to his job and people he loves.

Jihyo Noona-I have no words to describe her.even if I have had eaten a dictionary I would still have no words to describe her. She is my everything.

Gwangsoo-Always getting bullied but will never complain. He gives his 100% in everything he does. My bestfriend.

How am I going to let go of this wonderful and beautiful people that has entered my life and shaped me to be the Joongki I am.

"Joongki!"Jihyo noona snapped me out of my thoughts."You nedd to sya what you need to say now."

"Oh. So this might or might not be a shock to you guys but ......."

"But?"Haha hyung ask.

"I am soon going to dissapear from the surface of the Earth.Thank you to all the PDs,FDs,Writers,Cordi and of course my Running Man family."

"What?What do you mean?"Chaos was raging.

"Jongkook Hyung!Help me to take good care of Jihyo noona and Gwangsoo."I tried to hold back my tears.

"What do you mean?Joongki ah?"Jongkook Hyung was sniffing.

"IS THIS A HIDDEN CAMERA?!?!?!?"Gwangsoo was freaking out.

I told them what I told Jihyo noona.

"Joongki ah ...."They all gather me in the center for a group hug.

I have done it. I have done what I need to do,now I can leave in peace.I shut my eyes and my soul is free from its physical restraints.

3rd person POV

When Joongki collapsed everyone almost fainted.Everyone was a crying mess including those that are behind the scenes.

"Joongki has some thing for you guys."The PD tried to say it without breaking down but he failed. Each of the members walked to take their boxes with the exception of Jihyo who was still hugging on to Joongki's limb body.

That was the day that the world has losted a talented young man.Running Man has lost a part of themselves. His parents has lost a son.Everyone had lost a certain part of themselves. That part left with Joongki to the place he was supose to go.

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Im sorry........Really sorry......Im also a sobbing mess. ......You may kill me for killing Joongki.......