Begging for him
Day after Day ( haru haru )Another chapter :) i've made up my mind .. This Fic will be extended .. or change .. or yeah something like that
I'm going to make it like a real FIc but still on the same plot like in the Song ok?
just going to add things :))
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3 days have passed, you are already out of the Hospital
You asked your mother to keep it a secret, so that everything can run smoothly ..
You already tell your mother about the plan, of course she disagree with it but after a while she finally gave up and let you do your plan
You're now alone in your Blue walled room with a fluffy white Bed, you laid your back in the bed, moving slowly to find a comfortable spot
when a knock from the door made you jump from the bed.
"Dear a friend of yours is here" Your mother called
"Yes Umma i'm coming" you responded
Ok Park Eun Ah .. you have to do this .. for you and for Ji young
As you walk down to the stairs, you felt your heart beats faster, obviously you're scared of your own plan, you're scared of what might happen.
but mostly you're scared that he might decline it ..
after that you continued to step down, when you saw the figure of a man whom you really want to meet.
Choi Seung-hyun
"Are you ok?" he asked
"Yes I'm ok nothing to worry about" you smiled
"So why did you call me, you could've called Ji young first you know, he's your boyfriend" he shrugged
those words felt like knives in her heart, the sadness and guilt, but you have to do this ... for him ..
"Uhmm a..about .. t-that" you stuttered
"hmm?" he looked at you
"I'm breaking up with him" you said while staring on the floor
"Wae!?" he suddenly stood up
"I.. i don't like him ... i...i'm just using him .. t-to get closer to you" you lied
He stared at you for a couple of minutes then he sat besides you
"i know you're lying Eun ah .. tell me the truth" he pleaded
Guess i have to tell him everything .. please Seung-hyun help me ...
"i really want to break up with him" you stared at his eyes "because i'm dying" you continued
CHOI SEUNGHYUN'S POV
She is dying ?
are you kidding me .. no wait .. she can't possibly be joking .. she may be a funny person but .. she is always serious whenever she speaks
about death .. and ji young ..
"Are you kidding right now, cuz it's not funny Eun ah" i muttered
"I'm serious, i'm really dying .. i have a cancer .. nothing can cure me now." she cried
Cancer ... her ? .. seriously .. God why ? .. poor Eun ah .. but .. why is she saying that she want's to break up with Ji young ..
"And because of that you want to break up with Ji young?" i said
"Yes .. it's the only way, help me with this please" she begged
You can only respond with a nod, she smiled, a smile that you can't see after a year or months ..
those warm smiles that you fell in love with before she and you're best friend loved each other, the feelings that you supressed for your friend
"Just act that we're together .. " she said
"Are you serious .. Eun ah can you hear what you're saying right now" i snapped
cuz i can't believe what she's saying right now .. i know that it will only hurt her .. why can't she just tell him.
YOUR POV
"I know what i'm talking about Seung-hyun, i'm really serious .. please help me" i once again begged
please Seung-hyun .. please...
"what will you gain for doing this ... you're only hurting yourself!" he almost shouted .. this is the first time i saw him mad like this
"please .. i'll do everything for him seung-hyun .. after i die he can finally move on .. he will only feel hatred towards me" i said
"Are you really like this Eun Ah ... what about me .. us .. Seungri Taeyang and Deasung we are all of your friends and yet you still
say this kind of rubbish?" he snapped
"That's why i'm asking you a favor Seung-hyun .. please help me for the last time ... for me Seung-hyun .." i cried
tears formed from my eyes .. i can't think straight anymore .. i only know that i have to do this for Ji young ..
for the man i love ... for the man i cherished more than myself ...
" please ... please " i finally let out all of my tears .. crying on the floor ..
He hugged you, letting your head rest in his shoulders while rubbing you back
" ok .. i'll do it .. for you" he whispered
"thank you Seung-hyun .. thank you" you muttered
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