Lunatic

Description

I thought i was alone, alone suffering in this kind of place. New bruises painted my skin with deep crimson colors, which makes me wince whenever i move.

I thought everyone has already turned their backs at me, that no one cares about what i feel, nor do. I thought i'm invisible to them.

I thought things like suicide everyday. I just want to end my suffering, and i'm sure my parents are happy if i should just disappear from their lives.

My friends? i have them .. yes i do ... they always hang with me whenever i have money to treat them, whenever i have assignments, they all came flocking around me saying sweet innocent things to me, then in the end all they want is the benefits they will get from me, not my feelings, nor my existence.

Maybe i should just die, ... die silently like how the strong winds suddenly dies down, or like the waves that came crushing to the shore.

I want to fly like a paper airplane. I want so many things ... but i know that i can't have them ... please ... please save me from hell ... i'm begging you ....

Foreword

Another angst oneshot brought to you by BSpade!!!

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CloverLeaf
#1
Chapter 1: wtf those bullies!! saying Dae is ugly and look like an alien! I feel like I wanted to hug Dae bcoz of this story ~~XD

Oh my daesungaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!! :( Bspade killed you >.<
kkkkkkkkk...btw I LOLed at your author's note ~~XD
Good job!!
YoungjaesBrain
#2
Chapter 1: ;A; I don't even read Daesung fics but this was... sad ;A;
You write so well I'm gonna slap your ___ for doing such a great job!