After the fight, Ji yong went to their hideout, it's a abandoned apartment.

He's just sitting there, crying because of you.

He remembered all of the memories you made together,

How can Seung-hyun say that you didn't like him,

he's 100% sure that whenever you're together, you're happy,

everytime you two spend the day in the park,

He always see your smiles, the smiles that save him from the darkness in his heart,

Smiles that save him from becoming someone he might regret someday.

The perfect smile, that he always long for.

The smiles that warmth your once cold heart,

The one who made you who you are right now.

*Do you really hate me* he asked.

Words can't exactly described how crushed he's feeling right now.

It feels that every will to live he once had, has now vanished along with you.

He became like this, because of you, but,

Living in this world without you is too much for him,

Ji yong is a very sentimental person, he treasures everything and everyone who,

made an impact in his life, especially you whom he loves and cherished the most.

Ji yong stood up and went to the bathroom, where he saw a mirror.

*Childish .. are you childish Ji yong?* he asked himself

He suddenly remembered the scene earlier.

The words of Seung-hyun echoed in his head.

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FLASHBACK

"I'm not in the mood to deal with a child like you Ji yong" Seung-hyun said ..

"Right, Because you're immature, Eun ah got irritated by your childish behavior" he glared at Ji yong

"You're too naive to think that Eun ah really loves you, look she left you already, just accept it,

she never like you from the start" Seung-hyun shouted

"Stop whining like a baby, grow up, that's the reason Eun ah left you, you're er than her,

She grew tired of loving a baby like you, you always whine, Eun ah said,

that the greatest regret she have now, is the day when she met you" he pushed Ji yong again towards the car.

"Stop this, Eun ah loves me from the start, she just use you to get closer to me, take it like a man,

stop being a " he pushed Ji yong's forehead with his finger.

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Ji yong punched the mirror, ignoring what might happen to his fist.

*Childish, damn it, * he cursed

He look once again in the broken mirror, he saw Eun ah's image in it.

Girl, i cry because of you, ..

I'm hurt because of what you did.

You're the reason why i continued to live..

This pain is so much for me, ..

Why did you left me?

Why did you do this to me.

It hurts so much because of you,

But, i hate myself more because, whatever you did.

I can't force myself to hate you ..

i guess i really love you ..

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A short chapter for you all :))

Sorry i can't make it a bit longer .. dunno why xD haha

@elisoniackibumster thanks for the comment :) You're the best xD