2 days have already passed since you lost consciousness on the floor.

You stared on the sky painted ceilings of the room, you let out a sigh.\

You recalled what happened last night.

The doctor requested that you should undergo surgery, the sooner the better,

But there's a catch, it will not guarantee your safety, it means that,

You might die during the operation, your mother doesn't want to tell you,

But you eavesdropped on them.

The word "die" made your knees wobble.

Losing the will to live, you confronted your mother, when she finally arrived.

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FLASHBACK

"Umma" you said with a serious tone.

Your mother is currently peeling the skin of the apple, she just hummed in response.

"What did the doctor said?" you innocently asked.

Your mother dropped the apple and the knife, her hands started to shake,

she slowly turned to you forcing a smile.

I knew it...

"Uhmm he said that .. " Her voice is shaking.

"There's a high possibility that i might die right?" you coldly said.

"Did you hear us" She snapped.

"Yes Umma, so don't try lying to me now" You lowered your head.

Tears fell on the blanket, you felt your mother hugged you, she's also crying.

"I'm really sorry Eun ah, i don't know why did this happened to you" Your mother is rubbing your back.

"Wae, Umma you don't have to say sorry, it's not your fault" Your voice cracked.

The thought that you have to leave your mother alone is too painful, you just let your tears flow.

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After you remembered what happened last night, you felt your tears fall again.

There's still more tears, i thought i already cried them all last night.. ha.. ha .. ha

You didn't noticed that the door swung open revealing the worried face of Seung-hyun,

He run towards you grabbing both of your hands, he also wiped the tears that formed in your eyes.

"Are you ok, Eun ah?" He asked still holding your hands.

"Neh, I'm ok" you tried to pull your hands, but Seung-hyun tightened his grip on you.

Seung-hyun lowered his head a bit.

"Can't you just forget Ji yong.. " He muttered.

"Huh? " you looked at him .

"Can't you just stay with me?" He put both of his hands to your cheeks.

You felt the sincerity on the words that Seung-hyun muttered.

You're speechless on his sudden actions.

He suddenly kissed your left cheek and hugged you tightly.

"Huh.. " You finally snapped back to reality.

"Saranghaeyo Eun ah, I really love you" Seung-hyun mustered all of his strenght to say those words to you.

He continued to hug you for a couple of minutes before he let you go, he looked down.

Words left you speechless on the situation, you never expected that this would happen.

Did he really just .. confessed to me..

You looked at him and blink countless times.

"It's ok .. i know that you still love Ji yong" he said forcing a smile.

You just stared at him not saying anything..

"I'm just glad to confess to you.. since you and Ji yong become a couple,

i was seriously jealous of Ji yong.. i supressed my feelings for you, cuz i know that,

it's bad if i let my feelings overcome my sanity" he confessed.

"Just forget everyting i said today, ... i'll visit you again tomorrow, and also

Taeyang, Daesung and Seungri is coming .. " he said, he started to walk away.

"Tomorrow is the day i will undergo surgery." You finally speak, recovering from his confession.

"i know .. your mother said it to me already, we'll visit you early right before your surgery" he turned back,

and your eyes met, he smiled at you, you smiled back ..

When he left, you let out a sigh again.

How many sighs did i just let out today ..

Seung-hyun, .. he must be suffering when we're doing this ..

Mianhe Seung-hyun ...

Mianhe ..

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It's about to end !! xD

I don't wanna end this xD Lol xD