italicized words are automatically your thoughts

unless i noted it as someone's POV

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All you can see is pure darkness, the feeling of cold creeping around your body woke you up.

As you opened you eyes, you can see the white ceilings. you looked around, and you seem can't say that this is your room.

You noticed the machines around you, the wires that is connected on your body, and the figure of your mother crying.

"Umma ...." you whispered

what did happened to mother why is she crying?

"Eun ah dear" she sobbed

"Umma .. what happened, where am i?" i asked

my heartbeat is fast .. what's happening?

"Eun ah dear .. sorry"

"Umma what happened!?"

"Sorry dear ... i'm sorry"

"Umma explain everything to me .. please .. i'm already old enough to understand that their is something wrong with me, i just need an explanation" you begged

"you were ..... diagnosed with cancer dear .. i'm sorry" she cried in front of you

Cancer? ... i have cancer ?..

Those words made you like a statue, suddenly tears formed from you eyes, memories of you and him flashed in your head

The laughters, the whines, the warmth, the happiness that you felt and the love that both of  you shared.

"how many days Umma .." you asked

Your mother looked horrified hearing those words from you.

"what days Eun Ah .. don't worry .. i'll do everything to cure you .. so stop saying thos words" she snapped

"Umma ! .. i know that having cancer leads to death, no matter what we do, we can't cure it!!" you shouted

Your mother gasped, she covered her face with her hands and walk away towards the door

"Don't worry i'll ask the Doctor" she stuttered, and left the room

Silence formed in the room, you can only hear the sounds of the machines

And again you cried, .. what will happen between you and ji young

knowing him, he'll definitely waste his life mourning when you're gone, and you don't want that, you want him to move on, find someone worthy of his love

Worthy enough to love him back the same way you love him .. but .. how can she do that ..

Kwon Ji yong loved her so much ..

unless ...

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Sorry i know it's short but .. what can i do ? ! xD

anyways any type of comments is very much appreciated :D

This is my first BIGBANG fic ..

i'm not into BIGBANG i just love this song