CHANSUNG

"annyeong Yu jin noona." I greeted her. "Yah! What's with that noona? I told you to call me in my name." She said and punch me lightly. "Shiro. I will only stop calling you noona if you agree to be my girlfriend." I said. "Micheoso? You knew that i already have a boyfriend." She said to me. "Aisssh!! Arayeo. You don't have to remind me NOONA!" I said.

"Anyway what reason did you said to your bestfriends? You used me again? You're really crazy, why is that you don't want to celebrate your friendship?" She asked.

"Noona I already told you, I don't want to celebrate it coz it only reminds me that I'm just her friend. That he only see me as her friend. You knew that I hate it. It hurts me. I hate it. It hurts me every time she treats me only as her friend, i want her to see me as a man not her brother." I seriously said to her.

"Haist. Ok. Ok. Aigoo My poor Chansungie. You should confess to her your feelings." She said.

"Shiro. And then what? If I confess to her, it will just affect our friendship. That's why I' staying away from her." I said. Its been 3 months since I admit to myself that I'm in love with my bestfriend. UGH. I really hate this feeling. I don't know what to do whenever I'm with her. I can't control my feelings. That's why I always use Yu jin noona as an excuse.

I also met Yu jin noona 3 months ago in this bar. I remember how she got drunk because of the man she love, but now theyre ok. Though I did not meet yet her boyfriend, I'm sure that he really love Yu jin noona cause he left her girlfriend just to be with noona. Now they are both happy and they're already planing to get married soon. Oh! I'm so envy with their relationship. Coz they love each other. The feeling is mutual. But for me, its one sided love. Well that's the reality, and I must admit that REALITY REALLY HURTS.

"Chansung a. Don't be sad. We came here to enjoy. Just forget about her tonight. Let us enjoy this night. I know everything will be alright. Not today but eventually it will. :) so kaja. Lets drink!" She said. "Wew. Arasseo noona. Infact your'e right. So lets go" i said to her trying to be happy. "Oh. Noona. I wish I can do that. I wish i can just forget her. Tsk. But I thinks its Impossible. Its impossible to forget her even if just for tonight." I said to myself

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The next day when I wake up, I go to the room of Ji hyo. I'll say sorry for what I did last time. For not coming back.