Chapter 26

-the places that hold a memory-

The next day I woke up early since I need to arrange my things for our next trip..

The beach…

I smile at the thought of going there with hyukie and its overnight.. the last time we go there was the time I was in a despair I want to have a memory there where I know that I enjoyed and not the one where I cried too much..

As I was preparing my things someone knock at the door and open it revealing ahra noona.. I stare at her

She approach me and hug me and I know she was crying..

She already know.. I said to myself

“noona” I said as I sooth her to make her stop crying

“why didn’t you told us about your condition?” she said as he look at me glaring

“I want to conquer this alone” I said as I place my things on the bag

“but we need to know.. umma and appa is really worried about you” she said as he hold my hand

“I know noona.. siwon hyung told everything right?” I said as I stop packing my things and look at her and she nod

“we need to know that’s why he said everything to us.. don’t get mad at him” she said

“I won’t.. just I already have plans noona.. and I will spent the rest of the week with hyukie..” I said as I lower my head

“he doesn’t know?!” she said as shock plastered on her face

“I don’t want him to know.. I want to leave this world without him knowing it and accepting the fact that I’m gone will be much easier” I said as I look at her

“kyu.. he will hurt no matter what but as you do those things it will hurt him more.. remember you have the child on him.. it may affect his condition” she said as he look at her hands on my shoulder

“I kow but I really need to do this.. noona promise me to take care of him when I’m gone” I said as I smile at her… a sad smile

She sigh and nod

“ne” she answered and look at the things I’m preparing

“where are you going?” she said as he eyed me preparing my stuff

“overnight at the beach with hyukie” I said and smile as I place the last piece on the bag

“ok ok.. I will tell appa and umma about it enjoy!” she said as she smiled at me and she stood up and leave the room

I rest my back on the side of the bed and think about what noona said..

“kyu.. no matter what happen he will get hurt” I said to myself

I place my back arms on my eyes as I can feel my eyes producing tears again

“I hate this life” I whispered on myself

I make sure that my condition Is great before I proceed in the bathroom and prepare myself..

It was 5 am in the morning when I left the house and waiting on the bus station where hyukie told me to wait.. he was not yet around..

I was busy looking at the cars passing by when someone put his hands in my hands as darkness came..

“hyukie?” I said as I heard a laugh.. it was hyukie after all

“how did you know?” he said as he sit beside me looking at me

“I know.. and besides who will be the one going here at this time and doing that to me.. and your laugh.. I can recognize it” I said as I smiled at him and he laugh at my answer

“I shouldn’t laugh next time” he said as he gave me a strawberry milk

I smiled at him and get the strawberry milk and sip on it

“I wish there’s another time” I said to myself and show a sad smile which I’m glad hyukie didn’t notice

The bus stop in front of us which is going to the beach and hyukie stood up and look at me

“let’s go!” he said as he climb at the bus and I followed him

The bus is empty and we sat on the near end

“soon this bus will be full” hyukie said as he yawned

I smiled at him and place his head on my shoulder which he gradually accepted and soon he was in his dreamland

I look at his face and smiled as I can see the peacefulness in his face..

“can those peacefulness in your face be there forever? And your gummy smile.. can show it to everyone even if I’m gone?” I whisper to him as I look at his sleeping figure

I looka t the road where we are passing by and a minutes after as what hyukie said many passengers arrived which cause him to wake up

“are we here already?” he said as he rub his eyes with his hands which is cute for me

“not yet” I answered as I hug him since a man sit beside him

As we are silently riding the bus.. hyukie on the other hand feel uncomfortable

“hyukie.. are you alright?” I ask him as he look at me

“I feel like I am dizzy” he said as he was looking at me

“must be symptoms of your pregnancy” I said then place his head on my shoulder and put ym hands on his head

“kyu” he said as I look at him

“can we change seats?” he said and I look at him confuse

But I still agree on what he want so I tried my best to change sit on him and I accidentally look at the guy which looks like pissed or something

“why did you change seats on me?” I ask as he stare on the window

“that guy.. he was touching me” he said as he look at me in a sad tone

“what?!” I said and looka t the guy who was looking at hyuk

He notice me looking at him so he look at him and just grin..

This guy.. he’s pissing me off.. but before I can say something hyukie already said something

“don’t.. let him be.. it will cause attention to us” he said as he hold my hands

I glare at the guy and look at hyukie and hug him

“sorry” I whispered on him and he nod and smiled

Soon after we already reach the beach and we enter the hotel we are about to check in..

“good morning sir” the receptionist said

“good morning.. uhmmm.. do you have a room for two?” I ask as I look at hyukie who was waiting in the lobby and looking around

“yes sir” he said as he look at me and smile

“then I will take that” I said as I smiled on him

He blush on my action and I got shock but laugh on that..

“I will just tell someone to help you on my luggage” he said as he was string t me

I nod and called hyukie and he approaches me

Sorry.. I have a cute lover here.. so don’t act like your inlove with me.. I said to myself as I stare at the receptionist..

As the receptionist saw me and hyukie he smiled

“you two look good together” he said as he smiled at me

“thank you” muttered hyukie

As we go to the room and enter I was amaze as how the room is so elegant.. it was like a room of a king..

“so beautiful” hyukie said as he roam around

“ne” I said as I enter and sit on the bed

“kyu.. by the way.. why did you choose the beach?” he ask as he look at me

“well.. I want to have a good memories here.. since the first time I got here it was sad and a disaster” I said honestly

I don’t need to lie about these stuff after all.. I said to myself as I smiled at him as he nod at my answer

“but.. how can we make memories here? We can do it some other time.. why now?” he ask again but this time he was not looking at me

I look at him as I know what he said has a meaning

“nothing.. I just feel that today was the day to make some memories..  and how? Hmmm.. maybe we first go to the beach” I said as I drag him outside

“get ready and go out.. we’re going to the sea” I said as he nod and looking at me like he was not believing on my answer

I wait for him as I change my clothes too and as he go outside I saw him in his beautiful swimming shorts and him being topless.. seeing his white skin which makes me blush

“kyu.. you’re blushing” he teased me as he laugh

I get a black sleeveless and throw it to him

“wear that” I said as he got shock and laugh

“don’t want to see me topless by others?” he said as I know he was teasing me

“just wear it” I answered back as a hint on my tone that I was pissed

“arasso.. you’re getting pissed already” he said as he enter the bathroom and got out wearing the sleeveless

“let’s go!” I said as I hol his hand and I can hear him laughing

As we got out of the hotel and proceed to the beach we can see clrealy many people enjoying the sea..

The clear blue sea.. the sea which once took my worries.. the one who knows my sufferings and my feeling when my brother was gone.. and the one who is the witness on our first step of me being with hyukie..

I smiled as I remembered everything and look at hyukie who was staring in the sea

“like it?” I ask still staring on him

He look at me and answered “ne”

“the sea is so peaceful.. and the color really reflects the sky..” he said as he said it dreamingly

I grab him and run towards the sea as the water reaches our legs and soon we are soaking wet due to the salty water..

“yah!! Kyuhyun!! Don’t just drag me here without saying anything!!” he said as he punch me jokingly as he got shock on my action

“mianhe..” I said as I splash a water on him

“so.. you want to play huh?” he said on me and splash some water on me non-stop

We laugh as we played the water and enjoyed the sea... really don’t care on other people.. what might they say or something.. I just want to make a memories here..

“kyu.. I love you.. and I will never get tired saying that to you” he said as he stared at him and I can see his brown orb which really attracts me

“nadoo saranghae hyukie.. and I will tell you that everyday.. every hour.. every minute.. every seconds of my life..” I said as I kiss him on the lips

As we got tired swimming on the sea we decided to rest on the shore since we have an area there where we can rest and eat..

“what do you want?” I ask him and he just smile

“anything.. as long as it includes strawberry” he grin at me and I laugh

“expected from the strawberry addict” I said as is stood up and proceed on the food stand to buy food

As I got back from our area I saw hyukie talking on a bunch of boys and I can see him happily talking to me.. and somehow I want to punch those girls to leave him.. jelousy!!

I approach them and cough

“oh! Kyu!” hyukie said as he look at me

The girls look at me and they smiled

“he’s handsome” the girl which is smaller among the others but cute one said

“agree” the others said

I look at hyukie and saw that he wasn’t affected at all.. I got hurt by that he was not jealous or anything and he smiled at me and look at the girls in front of me

“I told all of you my lover is handsome” he said and smiled again at me

He told that he has a lover and I’m handsome?! I thought he was flirting over these girls and even got hurt on his actions.. you really are a babo kyu..

I smiled at hyukie and look at the girls

“so.. this monkey told something about me huh??” I said to those girls and they giggled ad gain a pout from hyukie

“yah.. monkey.. you shouldn’t told them some stuff about us” I said as I smiled at him and have our faces inches apart to

The girls who are looking at us giggled like they are watching their favorite one true pair on their favorite boy group..

“yaaah!!” he said as he push me away

“as you can see girls he push me away” I said as I laugh at him

“you two are cute together” the taller one said as he eyed us

“I wish my boyfriend are like both of you” the blondie girl said

I smiled at them and look at hyukie who was all red and putting his hands on his face to avoid us to see his red face

“by the way what’s your name?” I ask as I sit beside hyukie snaking my arms on his neck

“I’m jessica, and the taller one is sooyoung, and the other one the smaller one is sunny and this is yoona ” she said and the others just wave at me

“oohhh.. and why are you here??” I ask them which is kinda questionable since hyukie and I dotn know them at all

“well.. this girl said hyukjae oppa is kinda cute so she approaches and we just tag along..but oppa said he has a lover” sooyoung honestly said as he point Jessica telling she was the girl who like my monkey

I eyed Jessica and it last I guess 5 minutes?

“yah!! Oppa stop glaring at me like you’ll gonna kill me” she said as he know what I want to do to her

If only hyukie didn’t said about me and I saw Jessica flirting with him even though hyukie don’t like it all I will kill her..

I look at hyukie who was staring at us like he just want to listen and something came into my mind..

“you know.. hyukie was pregnant” I blurted out to the girls and hyukie who was listening got shock and look at me I just laugh on their expression

“CHO KYUHYUN!!!” hyukie yelled at me as he stood up glaring at me

“oppa you are?” sunny ask him and that makes hyukie sigh and sit down as the girls was expecting on his answer

“ne” he said as he lowered his head

“how?!” Jessica said as he look at hyukie and then me

“ask that guy who blurted I was pregnant!! For sure he knows since it was his cell who did this!!” he said to Jessica at glared at me

Everyone laugh and hyukie pouted.. he really is pissed on me

“yah.. hyukie..” I said as I smile at me but he didn’t look at me

“are you mad?” I ask again and the girls look at us listening

“stop that kyuhyun” he said as he look at the sea.. he really is mad since he never call me on my full name

“monkey.. I was just teasing.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. I love you.. saranghae” I said as I kss his hand which gain a smile on the girls

“you’re really irritating.. teasing me all of sudden and blurting out about me having a baby.. I feel that everyone thinks I’m a weird person” he said and walk out as we all look at him walking inside the hotel

I look at the girls and stood up

“I better follow him or I will never enter our room anymore” I said as I smiled and wave

“FIGHTING OPPA!!” they yelled

I run to catch up on him but he was too fast as he was already gone.. he might be in our room.. I nod and proceed on our room and notice it wasn’t lock thank god!

“hyukie” I said as I look inside and saw a figure sitting on the floor and facing the window

I approach him and saw him crying

“hyukie. It was just a joke” I said as I hug him

I made him cry again.. I shouldn’t let him cry since I know after this tears will flow on his face a lot and I don’t want it to happen..

“hyukie” I said as I look at him and he sniffed

“kyu.. I feel I’m so weird being pregnant” he whisper as I can hear clearly his sniff

“no you’re not” I said as I look at her face

“no matter what people think of you.. always remember me and our friends will always think you as a jewel.. specially me you’re the most precious one for me” I said as I cupped his face and kiss him

“really?” he said as he look at me

“ne” I assured him as he look at me and smiled

I hug tightly and he hug me back..soon I stood up and help him stood up and sit on the bed

“but I wonder when will your tummy get bigger” I said as I kneel down kissing his tummy

He pouted and eyed me and I just smiled on him

“it will be a long time kyu.. don’t rush it.. it’s me who will suffer” he said as he laugh

I look at him and smiled seeing him laughing wish he could be like that forever..

As the night came we decided to go to the shore and see the night sky and the night scenery.. as we sat on the sand and looking on the sky a light moving in the night sky and soon lots of them cme and we were amaze on it

“Lighters” he said as he was eyeing the light I smiled at him as he was eying it with amazement

“beautiful” he said as he was still looking at it

“yes.. the most beautiful thing in the world” I said as I looking at him and referring him as the beautiful on and not the lighters

He look at me and smile das I was looking at him dreamily.. and hug me

“thank you kyu” he whispered and I was confuse

“for?” I ask I hug him back

“for making a time for me.. for doing this stuff.. for giving me this baby and all” he said as he hug tightly

I didn’t say anything and continue on hugging him but on the back of my hand I was thinking of the future again.. I can’t help myself on thinking about those stuff as I know this beautiful figure that I’am hugging right now will surely cry and get hurt..

As we stared on the space surrounding us I didn’t notice hyukie sleeping on my shoulder.. I decided to give him a piggyback and accompanied him to our room as I place him on the bed and make sure he was comfortable on his sleep..

I shove the hair in his face as I can see his face clearer and I can admire it with all my heart.. I kiss his forehead and then stared on him again..

“those eyes of yours.. don’t ever cried on me when I’m gone.. please remember everything and always remember that I love you.. those eyes might shed tears but please don’t make it for too long.. this heart of yours.. always make it remember the first person you love.. that there is a CHO KYUHYUN in your heart”