Ring…………….. Ring……………..Ring

Once again, morning has come today with birds singing, flowers blooming, bees buzzing and the sun shining brightly over a high class village in Seoul Korea. Everyone must be so happy to start another beautiful day, wouldn’t they? So, why does this one boy, in the said village just stared at the day with no acknowledgement and what not with a mask, a mask that covers all his emotions from showing them to the people around him.

“Another day has come, hadn’t it? Time to wander off again and wonder when will I die” the said boy stared at his window with a bitter smile

“Jongie, take a bath already” a woman in her 30’s (37 exactly) said at the latter “Your brother is already down stairs waiting for you”

“Okay mom” the said boy said with no emotion and what not

The woman closed the door when she saw her son entering his bathroom. The woman slid down into the door and silently cried…..again. It was like her routine every day for the past week; waking up early to cook food for her angels and husband and waiting for them to come in the dining room to eat except for her youngest son, Lee Sungjong, she personally knock on his door everyday and ask him to get ready because she knew he will be just staring out his window again

“Umma~” Sungyeol’s blood boil since he saw his mother again in that state with red puffy eyes but a hand halted him

“We can’t do anything about it son….we are all at fault. Your mother just loves him so much, please understand” his father’s words halted everything he was going to say or do. True to what his father said, they we’re all at fault especially him and it made him guilty.

“Good morning” Sungjong greeted not looking into his family’s eyes.

His father stared at him; eyes pleading ‘Please look at us’. ‘Please don’t be like this’ that’s what his mother’s eyes shouted. ‘Mianhae, sorry little bro, please’ Sungyeol’s eyes look pleading and sad but what can they do? They can’t say those things to the latter since they’re too guilty

Sungjong ate in silence, not even bothering to look into his family’s eyes.

“Jongie what do you want to do this coming weekend?” her mother’s hopeful voice asked him

“Out of the house, I have something important to do” Sungjong replied with voice icy cold while standing up “I’ll be going now” he said taking a hold into his bag with his personal butler beside him to take him to school but before he opened the door, he paused “And don’t bother to call me that, only my family is allowed to call me that” and went outside

Sungjong entered the car and seated himself by the window, looking through them again

“Young master, why can’t you give them another chance?” his butler asked him. His butler was with him since he was young thus making him know the young boy more than anyone else

“I forgave them already but not fully” the latter replied shortly “Trust can’t be found, it needs time to make trust” he continued

The ride was not fast, just the way the boy liked it for he wants to look at trees passing by.

“I’ll walk from here, I don’t want people knowing I’m from that family” the boy said with a cold tone

The latter walked from where he wanted to be dropped which is a block away from his school, Kyunghee high; he started going to Kyunghee for the past week since all his life he in Washington being cared by his grandmother and yes, he is not in the same school as his brother

~Sungjong~

When I entered the hallway, everybody stopped and stared at me but I don’t give a damn about what they say. When a reached my locker, like always, there are teddy bears, chocolates, flowers and such from girls.

After I put unnecessary things in my locker a girl came up to me

“Sungjong oppa” the girl called

“Wae?” I looked at her with my icy cold eyes

“I….I….I really like you oppa, please accept my feelings” the said girl said giving me a box of chocolate

“Sorry but I don’t want to have any commitment and what not and I don’t even know you” I said coolly, rejecting her offer nicely in my book and started to walk

“Pl-please oppa, give me a chance” she mumbled, sobbing but I heard it clearly, her pain…..

“You shouldn’t waste your tears over something useless” I said not turning my back “Don’t waste your tears over me” and walked away.

~Sungyeol~

When Sungjong left, umma started to cry again. I know it was my fault, it was my goddamn fault.

“Umma, appa…….I’m going now” I told them.

I immediately went inside the car and the driver started the engine

“What happened sir? You look so down?” he asked

“Nothing, just…….I don’t want to talk about it” I mumbled

Since I was 8 and Sungjong was 7, something happened and he was sent to Washington, so grandma can take care of him but since then, he hadn’t talk to me or our parents and if we can visit him, he will always lock himself in his room and wait until we’ll be gone in sight. He hated us, especially me.

I was in my trance when the car suddenly stopped in front of a gate. Well, this is my stop

“Thank you Mr. Park” I thanked my driver before he can go

I was walking in Woolim’s halls until an oh-so-familiar voice called me

“CHODING! Why so down?” the maknae asked as he slung his arm on my shoulders

“Just, my brother…..I can’t believe I did that to him” I cried as I covered my eyes with my hands “He was so young and fragile and because of my goddamn jealousy, he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore” I sobbed.

Sunggyu hyung patted my back “It’s going to be okay” he cooed

“No, no it won’t and it will never be, I don’t even know him anymore” I sobbed more

~Sungjong~

School went by smoothly, in my point of view because I don’t intend to listen at all so when school ended, I took my time walking since……well………I just want to be alone………..always

“Yah, Lee Sungjong” someone shouted

“What?” I glared at them for ruining my walk

“You son of a !” someone shouted while giving me a punch

“What did I do to you?” I asked coldly

“You broke my sister’s heart you bastard” the one who punched me said

I looked at them one by one, giving them my ice cold stare. Now I know them, they are the jocks in this school.

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