Ohayo! Its been awhile neh? Anyways I've been completing the end of grade testing and eoc lately but ill begin updating more! And last chapter when the todae woke up they resembled anime characters I can't link the photos cause my phones an assface but look up :Horo horo(top) !I'm not sure for dae lol __________________________________________________________________ Daesung P.O.V- I heard the faint sound of the shower as I walked towards my single bedroom. I hadn't had a bath for 2 days, I felt disgusting as I rumaged through my drawers for something comfortable to wear. I ended up selecting a puple short sleeved shirt with the words 'pump it' on the front and navy blue sweats along with light yellow duck boxers. Very MANLY duck boxers! I nodded in satifaction with my clothing choices. I walked out of my room towards the bathroom, the shower sound had stopped and only the ruffling of fabric could be heard through the bathroom door a small crack letting me hear the sounds. "Girrrrl" I heard the low note as it reached my ears. A smile imediately spread across my face Seunghyun-hyung was SINGING in english at that! I peeked into the bathroom hoping he was fully clothed, which he was. If I didn't die at that moment . right there infront of the bathtup was Mr. TOP of BigBang with a comb in his hand held up to his mouth singing lowly into the pretend microphone, bouncing on his good leg to his imaginary beat. His well styled hair bobbing. "Girl you right up my wurd like nobody else!" I clapped a hand over my mouth still bent to see his tall figure from outside the cracked door trying to supress my giggles. The song sounded so familiar obviously by an english group, but because my hyungs pronunciation was so terrible I couldn't place my finger on it. "You don't know yur burtiful" he sang, I chuckled my first time hearing the rapper sing. he wasn't a bad singer in the least 'i wonder why he's never sang in our songs really' . Clenching my folded clothes in my hand I burst through the door "Seunghyun-hyung!" I said brightly as his singing stopped imediately. I dived towards him as he flew away from the door suprised by my entrance almost breaking his good leg in the process. With my amazing reflexes I caught him by the waist pulling back against my chest. His eyes wideded even more if possible at the closeness between us. At such a close range I could see his cute blush spread, over his high cheek bones, an onto his ears. After our debut we both grew in height now I was eyelevel with him. I looked at his eyes as they stared back at me crazily 'so deep and brown' the orbs mesmerized me. My eyes traveled to his lips 'so plump and pink' I wondered what it would be like to kiss those delicate lips. I leaned closer towards his plump lips wanting to taste them. About a centimeter away from the lovely petals I stopped. My eyes roamed up to his, they were still wide though. I gazed into the almond deepness, they seemed entranced. "Why'd you stop singing?" I broke the silence, I noticed his flinch as he seemed to comback into reality. He broke away from my grasp his gaze going else where. I smiled as hyung cleared his throat obnoxiously meeting my stare once again. "Yah! What are you doing in here anyways?!" He screamed, I rolled my eyes "hyung I haven't taken a shower either and I thought now would would be good as any time" I began pulling off my night shirt, sliding it over my pale shoulders. I shook my hair back into place after removing the item, I heard another sound somewhat of a sqeak come from hyung "I'm leaving now" he muttered walking towards the now open door. I slid infront of him shutting the door before hyung could ecscap-I mean leave. I stood there arms flexed as I crossed them across my chest. I felt hyungs intense gaze "Dae move" I shook my head. " Remember I was put in charge of you hyung, YG specifically told me not to let you out of my sight, and that's exactly what I'll do, so sit here and wait until I'm done showering then we'll wrap your leg. If you feel that uncomfortable turn around" I added the last bit as a crimson red tented his face. His face fell loosing the debate, I smirked as an adorable pout crossed his features, bottom lip poked out but nodding feebly . Good boy, I turned him away from me sitting him on the lid of the toilet as I started to strip down bare. I turned the water to an adequate temperature. Relief imediately rushing over my tense muscles _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-__-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_ TOP P.O.V- 'I can't believe Dae talked to me that sternly, for s sake I'm HIS hyung he's MY dongsaeng!' My eyebrows knitted together as I looked at the door only feet away. 'I could leave if I wanted too' but my body didn't move, as much as I'd like to save my self from more embarrasment I wasn't enough of a enough to go against Daesung's orders. 'He must be really worried' I thought, but that was still unexcusable. I thought of ways to get him back I really was becoming the dongsaeng since my accident and it couldn't stay this way dammit. My thoughts wondered to the man of my downfall, the man who has become a brother so close that I've even cried in front of. But wht happened just 10 minutes ago changed everything. 'Why was my heart beating so fast when he was so close? Did I think he was going to kiss me?' Questions flew threw my head, my eyes grew 'did I want him to kiss me?!' I let out a shakey breath 'n-no I like women, even noonas adore me'. I pushed the frivilous thought away although a nagging part of me seemed to still eat at me. 'Come on' the voice said 'you like admit it' I shook my head at its tempting voice. "No the I don't" I said to the annoying voice only I could hear. "Or at least mr.banana's' , "shut the up!" I yelled, gripping the edge of the sink. I guess I talked a little to loudly. "Hyung did you say something?" I heard Dae call over the pouring water. I cringed making up a quick lie "ah no, nothing" "oh alright" I sighed in relief. My ears twitched at the sound of the water stopping, I turned around further so the sight of Daesung was completely out of my sight. The sound of the shower curtain being pulled startled, an imediate gust of steam flew guarding my vision slightly. I blinked adjusting to the humid feel of the air. After a moment of sitting stifly, sweat pants covered legs crossed and back strait trying to get the thought of a certain dripping blond out of my head I heard Dae's voice. "Hyung you act as if I'm going to kill you, and you can turn around if you want" I heard him chuckle as I faced him ever so slowly. My jaw dropped. The blond had on loose navy sweatpants that pooled around his anklels, underwear peeking out and 'are those Ducks?' I thought but quickly forgot as my eyes traveled his body. I watched drops of water dripped down his stand out abs down his navel. His biceps flexed as he reached for his purple shirt he set down earlier. Back muscles clenching as he slid the fitting shirt over his head. I flinched back as he whipped his hair up flicking warm beads of water onto me wetting my clothes in the process. He smiled white teeth gleaming almost in slow motion I watched his lips move not bothering to hear what they were forming, he was beautiful. I snapped at my mental comment and his hand touching my shoulder 'when did he get this close?' -I looked into his eyes feeling as though I'd been caught eating all the red bean paste in the pantry(a/n: top loves that food!). He smiled "now let's get you wrapped!" I shrunk away at his determination but instead of grabbing my leg he went over to the sink grabbing his and my tooth brush. "But first hygeine!" His mouth already had the brush in it, I followed suit. I quickly put the toothpaste onto my toothbrush and began brushing. When I finished I gargled and spit the paste in to the sing because of its closeness I just needed to simply lean over. I wiped my mouth waiting for Dae to prepare the material on the counter. He turned to me crouching near my knee, "alright I'm going to lift your leg on to my knee then I'll wrap it okay, while I'm doing that you keep the leg still so I can do it correctly" he explained softly. I nodded pulling the pants leg up so he could get a better view. Before the doctors only put a simple strap on cast, so Dae easily removed it. I gasped as the cold air hit my leg, when I looked down I almost gagged managing to control the bile rising in my throat. My leg was bruised badly shown where the bone broke on my calf, was a bluish and purple mark up the length of my leg. The skin around it was pale white almost vampirish in a way. Daesung winced at the sight as well, a strangled groan of pain emitted itself from my throat as he picked my leg up resting in on his bent knee as he rubbed the medicated ointment for disinfection on me. imediately grabbing the soft padded gauze wrapping it around my leg lightly. I gazed down at the top of his head as he worked the dark green sticky bandage around my leg a bit tightly finishing his work with a firm press sealing the bandage in place. I instinctively pulled my pants down to cover my pale skin, "ah thank you Dae-ah" my leg actually felt much better after his great job of doctoring. I watched his head nod as he stood his full height bangs covering his face. I looked up from my sitting position trying to see why his body was bent in such a sorrowfull manner. "Yah Dae are y-" "I'm sorry" I stared at him even more bewildered than before "what are you saying sorry for?" I asked hadn't he been the one that had just re-wrapped my leg? I was so deep in thought I almost missed his whisper. "I could have caught you, if I had just not panicked and reached out I-" his voice rose with each word, I stoop up hugging him to my chest. "It. Is. Not. Your. Fault." I put emphasis on each word as I continued. "Dae you, nor Youngbae, Ji, or Seungri could've stopped me falling its not your burden or BigBangs neh? Ill be fine I promise". I felt Daesungs shoulders relax as he gently pulled away "thanks hyung" his smile came back full force as he gently kissed my cheek happily skipping out the bathroom leaving me alone. I reached up touching the exact spot the singer kissed butterflies rising in my stomach. -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_(6 hours of boringness latet)-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- Daesung P.O.V- I walked down the hall only to hear the front door open I rushed to see Jiyong-hyung and Youngbae-hyung walking through the door hand in hand. They kissed and turned to see me standing in front of them "yah! Don't to that!" I looked as Ji-hyung almost tripped backwards. "Ke saranghae hyung, yah Youngbae-hyung may I speak with you please?" He nodded "sure but let me get settled first, Ji why don't you go fix dinner tonight". I watched as our leader nodded a departed to the kitchen eager to cook for once. "Let's head to my room to discuss this" I nodded following him into his and Jiyongs shared bedroom. I sat comfortably on their desk as hyung changed into something more relaxed, he turned towards me. "Um..Dae you can sit on the bed you know". I cringed "not with all the ing you and GD do, it's probably soaked with-" "alright I get it" he cut of my rant smiling. Instead taking a seat across from me on the bed , "now what is it you wanted to talk about?" I felt his intense stare. One thing I adored about Youngbae-hyung was his 'screw this tell me who ed with you' attitude. He was a big brother to me of course so was Seunghyun and Jiyong but I felt I could tell anything to the faux hawked man before me. I sighed taking a moment to start of, if he was going to be blunt so was I . "Well, I'm not sure I'm strait.." I started watching his expression as he nodded edging me on "and, I know this because there's this person, male who has began to make me feel well...like a lovesick school girl. I'm constantly blushing around him, not to mention wanting to kiss him, which I almot did TWICE! And I don't know what to do or think" It felt good telling someone my burdens, "okay do you feel special, or sparks around this male?" I nodded "neh! Butterflies too, even arous-" I stopped a blush painting my cheeks. But as always Youngbae-hyung knew what I was explaining about. "Well, all these are symptoms of deeper feelings so your Definantly NOT strait, if that answers that anything else?" I nodded "I'd like you too describe him for me" I nodded again "well he kind of likes to cover up a lot, but is fashionable. With the deepest stare you could imagine" I Noticed bae-hyung deep in thought "well?' I pushed, he stared at me "do you like him or like like him?" I laughed at his childishness going deep into my mind on the question. Seunghyun-hyung was great in everything rapping, beatboxing, and making me smile. I riminiscing the fun and sweet moments we shared along with the almost kisses, I couldn't help but grin. I stared at my hyung's expectant face "like like, to the fullest" so this was it, I like my hyung 'this can't be real' a part of me wanted to cheer for my discovery of my feelings but another part wanted to cut the feelings, scared of my crush's reaction. I shook the negativity away noticing Youngbae-hyung look deep in my eyes I saw a twinkle of mischeif I saw him grin as well. He locked eyes with me "well that's good because I think TOP-hyung like you too". I spluttered "what?! Who said I like hyung?!" I tried to cover up my embarrassment with my hands. "Come on Dae, I thought we were close, brothers infact you don't have to lie to me" I sighed loudly my cover was blown "fine I do like Hyung" I paused hesitating to ask the next question "is it that obvious?" The dancer laughed "honestly yes! By the way you blush and stutter around him its not hard to connect". I lowered my head in shame "but on a serious note Dae I do think he likes you, your not the only one who blushes with you two's skinship" I raised a brow "really? Well how will I know for sure that he likes me or loves me like I do him OR even notice me?" My heart sank at the thought of rejection, "well that's the funnest part Dae" I looked at hyung honestly confused out of my wits "what do you mean?" I asked wanting to get him clearly. Never have I seen such a devillish smirk "Make. Him" my eyes knitted together "god Dae do I really need to go into detail? Just do eye catching things! Bend over in front of him, dance more sensually at practices, walk around with no shirt, like that. ! he won't be able to resist." My eyes expanded but as the idea set in I nodded "alright, I'll do it but I can't without help" I looked at him pleading with a pout, "oh great hawked king, guide me in the right direction with iness and sensuality" I said getting on my knees for exagerance. He smirked as I felt his hand on my shoulder "do not fret young one for I will the hawked king shall help you throughout you young banana journey!" We both began laughing at our stupid behavior, I stood hugging hyung tightly "thank you". I watched him stand as well "don't mention it, this is plan: temptation between only me and you" I was very happy to start the plan as soon as possible. Our brother moment was interrupted "YAH! Dinners ready and I worked my off so everyone better come and eat up!" We heard Jiyong yell from the kitchen. "Come on, when Ji' works hard on something he expects everyone to love it, he's a complete douche if not" Bae-hyng said dragging me to the kitchen by the arm. As I was being dragged I thought over today 'found out I'm gay, I am in love with my hyung, and I need to make him want me by doing y things. What a great first day of healing' I rolled my eyes but couldn't help look towards tommarow. But for now food was my only love.