TOP P.O.V- 'Ughh' I mentally groaned, I felt a strong light hit my pupils through my eyelids. "Dammit sun go back to bad" I groaned again finally opening my eyes. My breathing stopped the sight infront of me was hypnotizing. There before me was the smiling angel Daesung. 'Why's he in my bed though?' A part of me didn't want to complain. The events from last night came flooding back, I blushed 'I bet he thinks I'm a cry baby now'. I thought of ways I could regain my pride and hyungness in Dae's eyes neglecting to see his beautiful eyes open. As my thoughts wondered to my nightmare tears fell onto my cheeks, as much as I tried to them up they kept coming even faster if possible... (|TOP's dream| "Dae-ah!" I cried, he picked me up suddenly causing me to yelp. "Hyung don't worry I'll carry you inside" we had just came home from a interview together the others were still away. "Yah! I'm your hyung I shouldn't be the one being carried here" even though I looked like a girl in his arms. One of his arms was under the bend of my legs the other under my back. I blushed it felt so right being with him. I decided to play a joke on him in revenge for reducing my manliness. I covered his eyes with my large hands preventing any of his sight I twisted to see the suprised face. Then I felt it. He fell stumbling on the steps towards the door. I was flung from his arms landing on my arm which seemed after a flash of pain to be simply bruised. But my eyes widened as I looked up Daesung wasn't so fortunate. I saw his head hit the concrete as he tripped, his eyes closing in pain clearly he was unconscious. " OMO Dae!" I flew to his side trying fruitlessly to wake him, nothing. I pulled my phone from my jacket calling the seoul hospital, an ambulance was being sent. I sank beside the singer crying, 'this is all my fault'. The ambulances arrived taking the singer speaking to eachother in hospital talk. I could only glance at his body being carried away, I cried. Later on I arrived at his room in the hospital I pushed the door open slightly. "Dae" I whispered no one else was there but I watched the blond sit up. I ran to him embracing him tightly, I was harshly pushed away. "Wah Dae what's wr-" I was cut off "shut up! This is your fault hyung!" I cringed at his voice "it was an accident I'm sorry" I felt tears sting my eyes. "NO! You don't get it, you never did you may be the oldest in BigBang but you can never do anything right" I felt the tears spill "Dae I -I'm sorry". "Shut up just get out because of YOU I'm stuck like this!" He motioned to his injured leg. "Please" I reached out to him at this point sobbing from his words and guilt. "No get out of here and my life" I left the room bawling.)|end of dream| More tears spashed on my pillow , I felt a soft hand on my cheek gently wiping off the liquid. I gasped "when d-did you wake up Dae?" I whispered 'damn these tears'. "I woke up when I heard groaninng" I rolled my eyes slightly. Everyone in the house was well aware I wasn't a mornig person. "And" he continued "when I heard crying" he looked down at me from his laid back position on the bed. "I'm sorry I didn't mea-" I was cut off, "its okay" his lips pressed against my wet cheek lightly. A silence was created Dae waiting for me to speak "Last night, I had a nightmare which I'm sure your aware of" I glanced down embarrassed "m-my dream, you-" he fished out a hand from beneath the covers that were still on the both of us, he gently pressed a finger to my mouth efficiently stopping my talking. "Nevermind that, I don't care what you dreamed about as long as you know that I will NEVER leave you Choi Seunghyun anybody that would is a major ". I felt my tears stop a bright smile covering my mouth, somehow that was the perfect thing to say. I hugged him tightly I felt him return the hug. I chuckled "are you sure your not the hyung here?" He laughed sitting up "of course, everyone has their weak points" . I kissed his cheek thanking him suddenly charged for the day I looked at the small alarm clock next to my bed. '9 am! We probabl have schedules !' I broke away from Dae. I shoved the covers of my leg sprinting from the bed. I took a step forgetting that step was made with my bad leg. I succesfully hit the ground with a thud. (Seungri P.O.V) "The " I was so rudely awakened from my sleep, I popped up from my bed. Yesterday after spending the day with my secret boyfriend Miyung I left around 4am. Everyone was sleep when I arrived so I snuck into my single room happy I no longer shared a room with Ji-hyung or Youngbae-hyung. No one had any idea how awkward it was to walk into the room while they were in the middle of ing eachother. The guys had no shame! Most times they didn't even remember there was another member in the room let alone the maknae, 'not that I'm all that innocent' remembering all the things I'd done with Miyung. I heard insane laughter from down the hall as I peeked outside. Tip-toeing my pajama clad form down towards the end of the hall. Realizing it was coming from Seunghyun-hyungs bedroom. The door was cracked slightly allowing me to peek in silently as I watched the scene unfold. I looked at Seunghyun-hyungs form sprawled onto the floor, a laughing Daesung offering to help the elder up. I rolled my eyes, standing to my full height as if I'd be less likely to be caught watching if I squated. Feeling quite evil since the two decided to wake me up so rudely, I busted through the door shoulder pushing the door inwards. "YAH!" I pretended to be annoyed, I watched the duo freeze hands still clasped even though Seunghyun-hyung was now standing leaning over to his left side too put less pressure on the right. The looked at me breaking apart swiftly I continued my rant "keep it down, you lovers are being to goddamn loud". I saw the two blush at the use of the word "lover" I smirked inwardly ,enjoying my self. Sadly Seunghyun-hyung had to change back from his shocked state "yah! Shut up, aren't we supposed to have schedules why didn't anyone wake us up!" He questioned me, I grinned ignoring his tone he really was not a morning person. "Nope! Well not for you and Dae-hyung anyways . YG sternly requested you both take time off so you can heal and Dae umma here can help nourish you back to healthy TOP! As for me I'm supposed to leave at 10". I watched Dae-hyungs eyebrow twitch I giggled. "Well you better be off then, its 9:45" a grimace spread across my handsome features "!" I sprinted from the room running into mine quickly throwing on a yellow and black button up shirt with black skinny jeans and yellow nikes. I took a shower yesterday so I didn't need one today, I went into the bathroom brushing my teeth and washing my face. Rinsing my mouth I looked to the far side of the bathroom '9:54 I need to go' I paced down the hall into the kitchen grabbing some buttered toast I'm sure Youngbae-hyun left for me I mentally hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. I stopped turning around hearing our lead rapper and singer walk towards me. I couldn't help and laugh finally noticing their appearance. The well known TOP looked very funny, blue hair pointing in all directions defying gravity. Half of his plain red shirt was hanging off his shoulder his large gray skinnies hanging low on his hips exposing his yellow boxers. He usually slept so still when he woke up he still looked neat and well groomed, that was not the case today. I switched my sight to Dae-hyung although he didn't look much better his newly blond hair was thrown to one side of his head, his eyes looked heavy even more squinty than usual. I noticed both were wearing day clothes probably still from yesterday. Dae's white and black tee-shirt rumpled along with his sweat pants. They were wrinkled and needed ironing. the sight was definantly a sight to behold. They ignored my laughter probably there to see me off. I turned my back to them walking out the door, but right before closing the door behind me I tilted my head to the side looking back at them a smug look crossed my face I opened my mouth. "you two look like total crap, try not to do it so rough next time neh?" I flashed one last dazzling white smile and closed the door listening through it for their reactions. It was quiet. they were most likely trying to comprehend I heard a loud "SEUNGRI" yelled by my hyungs I ran down the hall towards my destination. Today was going to be good, I can feel it! (Meanwhile at a talk show Taeyang-P.O.V) a chill went up my spine. I felt heat press against my face, Ji must've noticed. We were currently at a talkshow but in commercial break, he leaned over. "You okay love?" His breath tickled my ear and I felt his hand brush against mine. I laughed "neh, but...I feel as though someone just kissed and hugged me. Is that strange?" I questioned I saw Ji shrug. "Not at all just the other day I felt a unicorn my face" he busted out laughing I hit his arm. "Yah I'm not crazy I'm sure I felt something!". Was I going crazy? (Daesung P.O.V) -that Seungri would be the death of me, I sighed my vibrant blush receeding. I turned to hyung, "let's get you ready before we get dressed kay?" He nodded smiling, we walked to the the bathroom in his room. He limped to the toilet taking a seat on the hood as I fished through the bathroom cupboards for the bandages and ointment the nurse gave me. I found it and placed the items on the sink until I needed them. "The doctor said you needed to be completely clean before rebandaging your leg, so you need to shower". He nodded previously I had. Gotten clothes for him. Since we'd be home all day he didn't need to get really dressed to impress .I picked a simple yellow short sleeved tee with white lettering saying "korea" on it and black sweats with boxers. I left the clothes on the floor as I left closing the doo behind me. I heard the ruffling of clothes 'i wonder what he really looks like, he's always hiding himself under all those cardigans, and blazers'. A blush reached my ears realizing what I thought. Recently I'd been having strange feelings around hyung. 'I get Butterflies at the simplest touch and I've been so worried for him' I reflected on everything since his accident. 'Something definantly changed, it doesn't feel just brotherly'. I remembered me almost kissing him and the tons of times I blushed around him when I tried to hide it behind my bangs. Hell I admit I was about to beat the nurse who tried to flirt with Seunghyun-hyung my eyes widened 'i was jealous!' It all clicked yet..didn't . Seunghyun-hyung was a brother we'd instantly been friends since we met before debut. Everything about hyung was perfect his smile complimented by dimples, his hair blue actually seemed to suit him. Not to mention his strong will and V.I.P personality. "Do I like him? Or is it love?" I asked myself. Realization hit me like a ton of bricks, 'well, its definantly more than a friend'. I pulled my hair in fustration not understanding my growing feelings for the rapper. 'I'll ask youngbae-hyung later' I promised myself, I'd figure out these feelings for my hyung no matter what. __________________________________________________________________ What will happen next? Is it love? Does TOP feel the same yea....idk either ^_^ find out next chapter <3