Hi readers, 

Thankyou for reading up untill now

I and my co author had a hard time after we hear the news, and i am not sure if my co author will be able to continue the story. I, however will try my best to continue it. 

I wanna say sorry because this story have gone too long for every updates, i admit there are so much trouble when we did this. 

When the story was first made, the OC actually ended with onew, as i am a MVP. But as the story goes, jonghyun fit the image more, and i guess it will be more pleasing if the story going around oc and jonghyun. 

SHINee had been a big impact for my life, it really is.and losing one of the diamond was really hard, what more that he took his own life. I failed him for being not supportive enough, while i actually realize for a long time that he's gone through depression and i didn't do much about it. Sure, every live he's been, i always said "are you okay?" "please rest" "you look healthier" "i love you" but maybe there's more that i can do but i didn't. I always love selene 6:23 because it is really explain the feeling i had when i think about SHINee, and he wrote it. It means the worlds to me. It's not something you can just imagine about, but he really know how we feel and he want to put us in ease so he wrote the song. I personally feels the song was meant for me, and he really think that i am special and i believe he really did.

Jonghyun is the kind of idol who dare to be so close to his fans

Jonghyun id the kind of idol who think of his fans

Jonghyun is the kind of idol who trust his fans

Jonghyun is the kind of person who listened well

Jonghyun is the kind of person who love dearly

Jonghyun is the kind of person who don't want to bother anyone

Jonghyun is the kind of person you'll wish you had one in yourlife

Jonghyun is the kind of person who think of other beyond himself

Jonghyun is jonghyun and thats what makes him special 

Jonghyun, i am so sorry for you to have past the terrible feelings you've gone through everyday, but you did so well, and i want to thank you for trying your best.

I'll never forget about him.

I might continue the story in my free time because i feel wrong not to finish the story, and i want this as a tribute for him. I'll work hard to end this beatifully.

Thankyou for reading up untill now, i am really appreciating all of your patience, readers.

Sincerely,

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