Starry sorry

My Stupid Fiancee

".... .... hee"

".... Min Hee"

"PARK MIN HEE" a sound of desk being slammed heard. i hurriedly lifted my head up

"y-yes sir?" it's the killer teacher

"next time i caught you sleeping again, i'll surely take down your beautiful grade" he gave me a glare before continuing the lesson

damn. not with this teacher. 

he is my weakness. i sighed hard

su ho seemed to have heard my sigh, he turned around "are you okay?" He frowned a bit and looked worried

"nah, i'm okay" i shussed and asked him to look at the board instead

he could make it worse if the teacher found us chatting

finally the class end. i hurriedly tidied up my stuff. suho finished first and he waited for me to finish tidying

"what made you stayed up last night by the way?" he asked out of the blue

"ghost" i simply said while tidying up the rest of my stuff

"ghost?" he frowned

i took my bag and walked to tae ra "yup. you're not gonna staying at my place?" i gave her puppy looks

she ruffled my hair "no, silly. you know how over protective my mom is. it's as if she can't live without me by her side" we both chuckled

i sighed "okay then, guess i'm gonna be the lone fighter tonight" tae ra pinched my cheek "aigoo, poor minnie~ fighting!"

"what fight? you girls going into a fight?" su ho asked, confused

"no, babo. min hee's big enemy is her fear. she feared any kind of ghosts. even casper" tae ra explained to su ho. well it's true but somehow when somebody say it out it seems i'm really a coward

"y-yah, what's wrong with that? casper is a random ghost that will talk to you and do scary things as if he was innocent. that's creepy" i defense my self

suho stifled a laughter. but ended up laughing right into my face "are you serious? this min hee who isn't even scared of anything?" 

i punched his shoulder "shut up" and left the two at the back

"hey! let's walk home together!!" suho shouted and run after me, while tae ra walked casually because she know i'll lower my pace later, and i did.

it was near our apartement, tae ra has already separated from us. we both wait for the lift to open its gate. Su ho was lost in his mind. 

he seemed to be thinking about something, when the lift door opened, he was still busy in his own mind that he wasn't even aware that the lift has came

"you are coming or not?" i held the door lift open, trying to get him back on earth

"ah, yes, sorry" he hurriedly step into the lift

the door closed and it started to move upward, and he was again lost in thoughts. it took sometimes to reach his floor, so i let him be.

the lift stopped on his floor and he stepped outside right away, waving goodbye to me before the door lift were closed. i wonder what was he thinking about that seriously. Finally the lift reached my floor. i saw someone coming into the lift, so i held the doors for him. he wore a cap and mask, and put his hoodie on so i can't see his face clearly, but i'm pretty sure he is a man because of the muscular body.

he passed by me and a familiar scent filled my nostrills, he nodded his head once he entered the lift and the door closed. i hummed lightly as i walk to my room. i entered the password and opened the door. i throwed the bag over the couch and opened my shoes. i went to the closet and changed into some comfy clothes. it's just a simple blank t-shirt with matching shorts.

I noticed that my bedroom's door is not closed. While i always close every door before i leave and i had this sudden flash about the hoodie guy before. i walked closer to the room, someone surely has entered the room. the window's curtain was blocking the light from going through the window, but somehow the room wasn't as dark as it seems. i pushed the door slowly, there's something shining on the ceiling. i entered the room and feel the goosebumps when i looked at the ceiling. there are hundred of little dots that shone bright, making it looks like a milky way

i was stunned by the stars that were now glowing on my ceiling for a moment, forgetting the phobia i had. about the dark, about being alone, they all just disappeared once i entered the room. i noticed a post-it note on my table lamp, and picked it

  yo babo,

  Ghost is not real

  Really!

  But saying something like this to you, feels like telling kids that santa claus is not real

  What's the matter with darkness? it's not like ghosts only live in dark places

  anyway, even the stars can't shine without darkness

                                                                                                                  -your favourite crush 

  P.S : Sorry for making you stay awake last night                                                                        

A smile made its way to my lips. Babo dino. He must've been the guy with the hoodie before. He just left, can't have gone too far.

i dashed down the apartement and followed anywhere my feet brought me to.

i searched for his car while running, he must have left or doesn't drive at all, and somewhere in my mind told me that he hasn't leave yet.

i run to the nearest bus stop, and there's him. i chuckled lightly and walked to his side.

"yah, what's with the babo? and who says you are my favourite crush?" i snickered and stared at his brown orb eyes. he seems surprised, i can notice it.

"what? it's you right? i can't be wrong!" my face started going redder as he stayed still in his place with a shocked face, well actually the only part that was exposed from him were only his eyes.

i sniffed the scent, and once again i smell that familiar scent. "hey, answer me!!" i frowned.

i feel like my face was gonna explode, i'm so ashamed right now.

he finally laughed uncontrolably and ruffled my hair while his other hands was hiding in his pocket. i formed a slight smile and punched him playfully. he stared at me for a sec

"hey, sorry for the stubborness yesterday" i said timidly

he only replied with a simple smile and moved his face closer to me "do you realize, what are you wearing now?" 

i looked at my self, gosh! i hid my face under my palm, while jonghyun chuckled at my silly behaviour

imma tell you, my shirt was like super big, like, a man's shirt well it is a man shirt, don't judge me about this, it's comfortable. and my short was made from the same fabric with the shirt, and too short to be seen. so it's like i was using my boyfriend's shirt and walk outside without wearing any pants.

"i do wear short! look!" i pulled my shirt a bit to show my pants but it turned out a bit wrong. jjong's eyes widened and he pull down my shirt again.

i bit my lower lip, feeling confused 

"aish, then i'll go back now. bye and thanks!" i hurriedly turned my body and walked to my apartement back. i tried my best to cover my face. no wonder why everyone was looking at me with the strange looks

suddenly a jacket fall on me, causing it to cover my face. i peeked beside me, of course it was the dino.

"i cannot let you walk alone with this kind of outfit on" he faked a cough shyly.

I smiled secretly and we walked back to my apartment fast.

"Finally" we went into the room, "please have a seat" i sat across him. Instead taking the seat that i offered to him, he took a seat beside me.

I blushed "so you want me to sit there?" I pointed at the seat across us

"No, why should you sit there?" He playfully smirked at me and laid casually on the couch

"I don't feel comfortable" i rub my temple

"Because it was me?" He came closer, eyes locked with mine

I was reluctant to answer it, bet he will mad if i say yes, but i don't have any other answer "yes?" I said with closed eyes

He lifted my chin "minhee" he said with his rarely soft voice

I dare to open my eyes, our eyes were locked again. I wasn't able to speak any single word. He moved closer as i tried to move backward. I reached the edge and he still moved closer

I hit his chest "stop it now"

He smiled "give me one reason why i have to"

"I don't feel comfortable with it" i push him untill we got back to our position. He chuckled

"Are you playing with my feeling?" I look at him madly

He widened his eyes "ofcourse not, why did you think like that?" 

"Urgh.. listen jonghyun. I moved from your dorm so i don't have to see you anymore. So my feeling to you won't have to grow any bigger" i sighed deeply

"Why do you have to hold your feeling in the first place?" He smirked

"Excuse me?" I frowned

"You don't have to hold your feelings, do you?" He tilted his head 

I breathed heavily "so you mean i have to keep growing my feelings towards you which is clearly not going to work and keep giving you all the love when all i can get was only heartache?" I raised a brow at him

"So make me fall in love with you, that way you won't get hurt" he grins

"Easy to say, but you are the guy here remember? And what about sekyung?" I laid my back at the couch 

He stopped in silence for a while. I can sense that something is not right at the moment "hey you guys alright?" I held his shoulder

Our gaze met "i don't know" he shook his head lightly

I cupped my hand on his cheek "hey, what happened?" and tilted my head worriedly

He held my hand "you know i was her fans before i debuted. So when i date her it feels like one of my dreams came true. But reality was different from what i've seen in movies. I thought i love her, but it seems like it's not like that" he sighed

I frowned "so you don't love her?"

"I love her, i do. I know it. But recently someone change my believe, someone start to make my heart beat faster than she do" he held my hands and placed it on his chest.

Through that i can feel his heart beat so fast. Matched as mine. I blinked as i get what he meant and blushed madly

He chuckled and used his other hand to cup my cheek "i know that person is the only one who can make me fall in love so deep" our gaze once again, was locked. I was struck by his gaze and i know i can't avoid it anymore. At that very time, my mind was blank as he lean closer to me. I should be worrying about things, but my body moved before i knew it. I lean closer to him.

As our lips were inches away from meeting, someone rang my doorbell and got us drawn back to reality.

I stood up from where i was and cough shyly "i-i got to open the door, you better hide in my room in case anything happen" i pointed to my room and left to get the door

My face still feels warm, the place where he cupped my cheek left memorable traces. I opened the door after calming myself down

"Hi" yoochun's head popped out from the door. "A-aah you scared me!" i huffed, trying to calm my racing heart

"Are you crazy?!" I hurriedly open the door and ragged him in while checking if there's anyone stalking him outside. Thankfully, there's noone. I sighed and looked at him and his innocent face

"What are you doing in here?!" I raised a brow at him

"Of course to meet you, what else?" He smile playfully

I sighed "you do know about the news right? You shouldn't be here. Fans still linger around this apartement sometimes"

"I've checked that noone is following me" he casually said and give me a bouquet of flower 

I take it "well thankyou, but you shouldn't be risking your career like this. You shouldn't check on me like this, i'll be allright"

"I'm not checking on you silly" he ruffled my hair

I frowned once more "eyy, don't frown too much" he flicked my forehead

I rub it "you shouldn't go here if you don't have anything to do in here"

"Why? You don't like me in here?" He tilted his head, smiling playfully

"Your safety sir" i answer him shortly, he chuckled "don't worry about that" he ruffled my hair

"Min hee, am i safe already?" Jonghyun ask as he walked into the room

"Ah yes, it's just him" i pointed at him. Jonghyun's eyes widened slightly as their eyes meet. 

"Him? You are so meannie" he, again, ruffle my hair. "Hi jonghyun" he casually waved at him

"Why are you here? You know you're making her not safe" jonghyun shot a glare at the guy beside me

"The same question goes to you" he throw the same deathly glare back to jonghyun. As the clock ticked the time away, the tension rose in the air

I cough to break the ice "please you two have a seat" i pushed yoochun to sit on the couch and drag jonghyun to sit across him.

"I only can serve you guys some snacks and tea, is that okay?" 

"I'm okay with that" he smiled at me and fixed his seat

I saw jonghyun rolled her eyes, i don't have amy other thing anyway so i just take it as a yes

"Don't fight in here. I don't know whats your problem, just don't mess up my house" i warned them before leaving to the kitchen.

I opened the cabinet and take out some snacks and took the kettle and made some tea. Some noises could be heard from the main room but i ignored it. At least it's not that loud. Won't be leaving a mess right?

I got the tea on a tray with 3 glasses and a bucket of ice and some snacks. I lifted the tray to the room where jonghyun and yoochun sat

As i came into the room they hurriedly change their position awkwardly. Jonghyun hurriedly approached me and took the tray and put it on the table.

"Thankyou" it took me a while to get back to the room. Yoochun pulled my hands and made me sat beside him. Jonghyun gave me unpleasant look. He then moved from his chair and sat beside me.

"What are you two doing?" I pushed them aside

"You move" yoochun ordered jonghyun, he seems not pleased

"Why don't you?" They threw each other a dirty look

"Okay, i move" i walked to the couch where jonghyun once sat on

They sighed and looked at each other resentfully. "You guys really love each other that much? Huh?" I teasingly mumbled

They widened their eyes "wtf?!" And said in union

"Woah woah, calm down dude, i'm just joking" i laughed a little 

They sat uncomfortably. I poured the tea into the glass and put each glass in front of jonghyun and yoochun "your drink" i said shortly as i drink mine, they started to drink theirs

Yoochun looked at my shirt for a pretty long time, jonghyun noticed it and elbowed him. I noticed their move "what? This shirt?" 

"It's your father's shirt right?" He smiled softly while looking at me

I nodded and smiled " i remmember you never saw my father, where'd you know that this is his shirt?"

He chuckled "i once..." he stopped for a while "saw the photo in your house"

"Wait.. what did i miss in here?" Jonghyun interruped

We both laughed "it was back when i was still in sm" yoochun was drown in his mind for a moment

"Tell me" he insisted to hear the full story

"It'll take time" i said

"I have a free day" he smiled

I smiled and a good idea crossed my mind "okay, yoochun oppa,please tell us the story" i rest my head on my arm on the chair while jonghyun looked at his hyung with wondering eyes

He sighed at first and started the story telling


aye~

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