"you mean, you want to stay tonight?" i ensure myself about his word, and he nodded

a slight happiness just passed me by. but i know i shouldn't keep him with me anymore, or i may not be able to control my feelings toward him. i was always afraid of love. I never win from those kind of things. In fact i'm a bit afraid of falling for some people

"no, you can't" i shook my head. he frowned a bit

"why?" he sat beside me while tilting his head, his brown orbs gazing at mine

"i... we... well, you shouldn't stay randomly at other people's house right? i'm no one to you right now, i mean, i'm no longer your fiancee, jonghyun" i cleared my throat and speak straightly.

he seems like he can't accept the reason "Why is that so? You feel bothered?" he moved himself closer to me

i hurriedly waved my hand and shook my head at once "no, not at all. but.."

"Alright, so everything's settled. I'll stay here tonight." he lie down on the bed and started humming.

I sighed in defeat. What should i do to get him out of here? C'mon minhee, there gotta be a way.

"ahem.." i cleared my throat "look jonghyun, first of all, there isn't enough bed in here for both of us" i curled a strand of my hair behind my ear

he seemed to think for a while."well, we can just sleep together like the old days. Or you can sleep on the couch if you want, nah. actually it's ok too if it's me who should sleep on the couch" i groaned in frustration at his answer. Why is this puppy so stubborn?!

"But jonghyun, what will other people think if they know we sleep together when we aren't even related. Our name's gonna be ruined" i finally can think of a good reason

he stayed silent for a while, perhaps thinking? then he closed his eyes and groaned softly before soft breathing were heard.

what the hell is happening?! he ignored me and drift off to sleep? i was dumbfounded

Pssh, nothing can be done now. I decided to start unpacking the stuffs and put them in the proper places.

After finished, i decide to take a bath, jonghyun sure sleep deeply. He didn't wake up even though i made loud noises while unpacking the stuff.

I thought of some ways to get jonghyun out of the house while showering. But because of his words, i kept on imagining scary things in my head. That stupid dino must've planned these things.

I decided to call tae ra to stay the night with me

"this is tae ra speaking, who is this?" i can hear tae ra's voice clearly from the other line

"ah! tae ra! this is min hee. i moved to the new house near the school, can you accompany me tonight?" i spoke right to the point

i heard her choking on the other side "what? you guys moved out?!" and another cough was heard, i laughed

"no, i decide to break the engagement. there are too many things i want to tell you, can you accompany me tonight?" i said, a little eager of the thought

she shouted from the phone, which buzzed my ear "MOM! CAN I STAYED OUT AT MIN HEE'S NEW APARTEMENT?!!" i moved the phone aside

after a while she started speak again "MIN HEE!! i'm sorry, i forget, today is my daddy's birthday" she said on the line, a bit like mad

"okay that's fine, you should spent the day with your daddy!" i said. i slight of enviness passed my mind, but i tried my best to shut it away

"i'm really sorry, tomorrow i'll go with you. is that okay?" she said, i could feel slight disappointment in her voice.

"yea, that'll be cool"

"okay, see ya hee"

"see ya"

we hung up. i let out a sigh. what should i do now?

I huffed and stare at the ceilings. Suddenly someone flashed on my mind.

I dialed a number and wait for the other side to receive the call

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"what time is it?" i heard a groggy voice behind me, i turned around to see sleepy jonghyun

"it's almost 6. you must be tired huh?" i brought him a glass of water, he took it

"thanks" and gulped it down. "i can't sleep last night" he confessed

my eyebrow twitched. a huge wave of guilt struck me. i sat on the corner of the bed. not daring to look at him "is that because of me?" i dare myself to ask

"mostly" i can feel him staring at me. his answer somehow made me feel a little happy. i know maybe he only thought of me as his friend, or ex-partner.  That i wasn't really important, but the side of him that care about other people has touched me most of the time, and to think that he thought about me made me almost blushed.

"min hee, can you please tell me the real reason why you break the engagement. i'll leave after that" jjong said softly, almost in a whisper. I notice the sadness in his voice and turn around to face him. i was at loss for words

should i just tell him? so he could help me to forget about him?

but that'd be too emberrassing

what if our relationship become more awkward and distant

i don't want it

....

but it was good for both of us

i'd be able to forget him, and he can do something to help me with the process

wasn't it?

i gulped "you really want to know the reason? it was kind of stupid though" i waited for him to speak

"sure, i won't laugh" he asked me to go on.

i gulped "i.... might have fallen for you" i closed my eyes tightly. not wanting to see his expression

he laughed hard. i widened my eyes "how dare you?!" i punched him in the shoulder

"you promised to me that you won't laugh!" i keep hitting him

"i... i'm sorry, it's just too ridiculous" he said while trying to catch some breath while laughing and answering

"it isn't funny" i pouted. i stop hitting him

"ok, ok.. sorry. pfft hahahahaha" jjong tried to stiffle his laugh but ended up laughing again.

"that's why i asked you to not stay tonight. i'm afraid i'll fall even more" i blushed, but it's my true feelings

he laughed "omg it's so cheesy" he cupped his blushing face, while still laughing like an idiot

"stop laughing!" i grab his hair and pulled it

he flinched "aw, aw stop it. okay okay, i stop" he said, i release him

"but i thought you were in love with onew? because i heard that you hate to be kissed, but when earlier onew kissed you in the cheeks, you just let him" he asked still with his idiotic smile

i blushed "no, it's because onew said something strange, and he didn't let me think about it and just kissed my cheeks" i cupped my warm face, it's just getting warmer and warmer

"saying like he likes you a lot?" jonghyun got back to his lying position

my eyes almost popped out "how.."

"well, onew once threatened me to take care of you well, or he will take you from me. since then i realize onew has something for you. onew, he usually don't really care about other people" his eyes wandered somewhere.

i flashbacked about onew's kindness for me and it wasn't non-sense. it was so clear now, why he always acts kind to me. i smiled to myself

suddenly jonghyun laughed "look at you now, smilling by yourself like an idiot"

i sighed deeply. It was never a good idea to talk with an idiotic dinosaur like puppy.

"now you know the reason, you may take your leave" i crossed my arm

his laughter had stopped, and he smiled a little "well, i guess it was the best for you" he shuffled my hair

he toos his car's key and wear his shoe. i'm waiting in front of my door to give him the last farewell

"you sure about leaving here alone tonight?" he smirked, knowing i will scared about his ghost-threats

"well, i won't be alone. i asked some people to stay here for tonight"

"who?" he tucked his left feet in the shoe while looking up to me

"yoochun and jaejoong oppa" i said simply without noticing the change in his look

he gaped his mouth "what?! are you crazy? you chose them over me?" shocked yet mad expression was drawn on his face

"well, at least i don't have to stay the night with you" i fiddled with my fingers.

he wass at loss of words for a moment, "you say you don't want your name to be tainted?" he sighed

"ah, it's just a reason. i don't really care about how people see me" i said innocently

he sighed once more "i can't leave you here with those guys. i will stay too"

"no you can't! you've heard my reason right? anyway i've known them before i know you, they're like my brothers" i disagreed with his decision

"that's how you feel about them, but how they think about you, you never know" he hold my shoulder and lowered his face to meet mine

he looked right into my eyes. through that eyes i can see his worry, i can see he really care about me, but that thought only drag me more into him. i can't keep on falling.

"thank you for worrying about me, but i know i'll be fine. i know with whom i can spend the night" i smiled and pushed his hand aside. i can't really read his expressions at the time, but eventually he left.

i waited for yoochun and jaejoong to come, they said they'll come a little bit late because of the shoots. i decided to study for my astern subject while i'm sick. right after i finished, someone knocked on my door. i peeked through the tiny hole. it was them, finally. I opened the lock hurriedly and greet them

"minhee!!" jaejoong shouted in happiness and hugged me

my eyes meet yoochun's. he only smiled warmly

"thankyou for being able to stay at my place tonight, though there wasn't enough bed for the three of us, i'll sleep on the couch, so you two can sleep on the bed" i let them in and locked the door

they sit on the couch "we can just sleep here" jaejoong said while he picked out a sleeping bag from his bag. i left a big gape on my mouth

"woah!! can i sleep there? please!!" i pleaded while still being spellbound by the sleeping bag 

"sure!" he gave me the sleeping bag "woah, this is like dream come true!" i said in amazement

he shuffled my hair, "well, let's prepare to sleep. i want to take a bath first" jaejoong rushed to the bathroom. leaving me and yoochun

"what is this?" he asked breaking the silence. His face changed into something that i don't understand 

"You're right oppa. I've fallen for him" i smiled bitterly

"I'm afraid that i'll fall too deep, so i decided to forget about him and break the engagement" 

He scoffed. I my lower lips out of habbit "i am so selfish right?" And chuckled

He pat my head "it's okay. And he mumbled something but i'm not really sure of what i heard "what?"

He shook his head "nothing" and smiled

Suddenly the bathroom's door opened "let's sleep" and then appear a wild jaejoong with tiger pajamas. We both look at each other and laughed

I brushed my teeth, change into pajamas and sleep. 

 

at 5 a.m

 

i heard someone opening the door, and closing it again. I open my eyes and searched for the person who opened the door. But i found no one. I looked at the bed. It's only jaejoong oppa. What is yoochun oppa doing out there

Filled with curiousity, i decided to check on him. I wore my cardigan and walked outside. There, yoochun was smoking near the balcony. I rushed to his side and snatched the cigarette 

He looked shocked "what are y...." he stopped when he recognized it's me

"You want to kill yourself?" I complained and turn off the cigarette. He didn't answer me

"When did you start this kind of bad habbit" i grumbled

He only sighed "did i woke you up?" He changed the topic suddenly

"Hey answer me" i crossed my arm waiting for his answer

"Don't worry, i only do this when i'm frustrated" he pat my head 

I was stunned for a while. He leaned towards the trail in the balcony and hummed. I followed him

"You can tell me your problem, maybe i can help you?" I offered. A little bit doubting myself

He sniffed "this kiddo want to help me?" He laughed while patting my head

"I will definitely help you if i can do something" i said looking at his eyes

He smiled softly  "if you have someone that you loved so much, but the person is falling with someone else now. What will you do?"

I think for a while "well, it depends. If someone that the person we loved, love them back, i will surely let them go. But if they don't love them back, i probably will try my best to make that person to forget about someone they love. Eventhough they maybe won't fall in love with me in return, i will be happy enough to see their smile" i said 

Yeah that was what happend to me, right? Is he worrying about me?

"That's my problem right? Are you worrying about me right now?"

"Who said that? Why are you so sure i was talking about you?" He made a mocking face

I pouted and playfully hit his arm. He flinched, but still laughing

We stayed in the comfortable silence for a while, and i decided to sleep again since it's too early. Yoochun oppa decided to follow me.

We slept for another hour and i have to wake up and prepare to go to school. Yoochun oppa and jaejoong oppa left along with me.

Another morning like usual, I thought. But once again. It's wrong

I went to the class like usual, tae ra hasn't come yet. I'm about to sleep as usual, but the girls aren't acting like usual today. They're talking a lot and really loud. I can't even ignore their chirping

I poked su ho who's sitting in front of me, he turned his head and smile widely "what's wrong?" 

"Why are they so noisy today?i mean the girls?" 

"Ah, it's about that news" he said and pulled out his handphone from his pocket and show me a guy which looks so familiar was talking in the balcony with... wait..

It's me and Yoochun oppa!! 

The headline was "yoochun found out dating a girl secretly"

Omg! They got his face! But luckly they didn't get mine, guess because i'm too short to be seen. Only my bangs and eyes that can be seen. As long as they didn't see me, i guess yoochun oppa won't got any trouble.

I gave his phone back "that's why?" 

He nodded "anyway, i haven't do the homework. Have you?" He open his math book. 

"Already!! You want to copy mine?" I offered him my book, and he eagerly took my book

And tae ra come and hugged me from behind. Which made me shiver

"Hey, why are you so cold?" I hold her cold hand, and warmed it with my hands

"Just the wearher, hey! You have a lot of story to be told aren't you? And, have you seen the news?" She puts her bags and things on her desk

"Yeah, so you will stayed out in my apartement right?" I tilted my head

"It's you, right?" Tae ra asked me her last question that i haven't answer. I nodded.

Not long after that, the teacher came and we have to stop the talk.

Well i guess i can't meet both yoochun oppa and jonghyun anymore. 

I guess it's my time to go back to my normal life.

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