Today's the start of the second semester on my 1st year in Senior High.

The bell rings, signaling that the lesson will start soon

I yawned and stare out the window

It looks like it's going to rain.. ah, what a great weather to sleep

"Morning class, go back to your seat please" Mrs. Park said

All students shuffled back to their own seat

"Starting from today, you're going to have a new friend" she smiled

Girls and boys start to murmur, wondering who is the new student

"Come here, sekyung. Introduce yourself" Mrs. Park called her

A pretty girl come into the classroom.

The boys cheered and the girls groaned, but not me.

I stared at her.. She looks so pretty and pure.

"Annyeonghaseyo, Shin Sekyung imnida. Mannaseo bangapsseumnida." she smiled and waved

"You may sit beside Park MinHee. MinHee, please raise your hand so she can acknowledge you" said Mrs. Park

I raise my hand happily "I'm here" i grinned

Sekyung walk towards my table and smiled

"Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Sekyung" She smiled

"I'm Minhee. Let's be friend!" i grinned

"Nae" she grinned too

"Ok, let's start the lesson, open page 119" Mrs. Park said

Since Sekyung is a new student, i have to share my text book with her.

Days and months passed, she becomes my best friend.

I don't know why but it seems like the other girls in this school don't like her

Maybe because she's pretty and she grabbed all the boys' attention?

I often spotted the bullies grabbing her somewhere and hurting her

But i always saved her. That's what i always do.

Until one day 5 guys came to my grandma's inn and changed everything

that day i was eating with sekyung on the school's roof

"min-ah! have you heard the rumor?"

"hmm?" i asked. still munching the food i brought from home

"they said DBSK will come to our village! Jaejoong oppa is coming!" she said happily

"really? DBSK? why?" i stopped eating and asked seriously

"maybe they need to shoot for a reality show or something?" she shrugged, and start to eat again

"this is a small village, we will meet them" i said smiling

"yeah! i will make them fall for me" and she start doing some aegyo

i laughed, and suddenly choked

sekyung panickly get my bottle and pass it to me

i thanked her and we talk a little until the bell rang

we studied and walk together halfway to our home, because our home is in the opposite dirrection

when i arrived at my grandma's inn, there are some people and 2 big vans in front of it

i rushed panickly

i'm afraid it's some of the debt collector

when i came in to the inn, there are 5 men blocking the doorway

i spontaneusly shouted "YA!!! GET OUT FROM MY HOUSE!!"

they turned towards me with a shocked face

wait, their face looks so familiar.. omo, DBSK?

"min-ah, don't be rude to our guest" grandma said calmly

"o-our guest? ahh mianhamnida, really sorry" i hurriedly bow

"it's okay, it's okay" yunho patted my head and smiled

My face turn beet red. I feel so ashamed

"please have a seat" i let them come and hurriedly rushed to the kitchen to prepare their drink

i serve the drink, excuse myself and run quickly to my room

my face is as red as telephone box now >///<

i texted sekyung hurriedly, and wait for her reply, but she didn't reply

"min hee-ah, why are you avoiding our guest? Aren't you excited? You like them don't you?" grandma asked

aigoo grandma.... How can you say those kind of things in front of them

i facepalmed myself, i can feel my cheek burning from embarassment

suddenly someone knocked my door "who's there?" i shouted and open the door

"min hee-ssi, why don't you join us?" it's DBSK.

"yeah! let's have fun!" junsu said.

my face become like o_o and tried not to drool at their gorgeous face

"no no, i'm fine here by myself. You guys go and have fun!" i said quickly

"ey, come on" suddenly Jaejoong said

I sighed. "Fine" i mumbled

"yaayy!!" Junsu and Jaejoong cheered happily while yoochun smiled sweetly

They dragged me to the living room, and we chat comfortably there

They told me to called them oppa, since they're older than me

I don't know what had gotten into me, but i stared at yoochun's face throughout the chat.

Yoochun caught me staring at him, so i shyly averted my gaze to Jaejoong

the next day, i told sekyung about them, about me staring at yoochun too, and she said that i fell for yoochun

Well, i have never liked anyone before, so i don't know if i fell for him or not

After school, i was asked to go shopping at the market

Grandma is planning on having a little BBQ party tonight at the inn, so i have to buy the ingredients for her.

"Let me accompany you" Yoochun said

"Ah? No need oppa, i'm ok" i said shyly. I don't know why but i grow shy when he's around

Then Sekyung's word rings in my head "I think you fell for him, minhee.. hahaha" which cause me to blush madly

"No, it's ok. I want to know this village's environment too" he smiled

"eo, arasso" i said, then we walked silently to the market

The walk feels so awkward! No one say a single word.

"hey btw, why did you shout at us yesterday?" Yoochun asked randomly

"eo, i'm really sorry about that. i thought you guys were debt collector or something.. because i have some trauma"

"trauma?" he stared at me

"ah.. no.. it's just my past, something happened and left those trauma"

"what happen?" he asked again

"let's not talk about it. it's in the past, it's done" i said and force a smile

"eo, sorry for interfering in your bussiness" he said

"no, no. It's not your fault. I just can't spill my past to anyone" i said.

"gwaenchana, you should rely on people more often. You are a girl, and you need to rely on someone" he patted my head

"well, it's kinda hard for me, because i had lived this way my whole life, and i'm used to it" i said.

"I just think that relying on someone will make you weak, and spoiled" i said again

"no. i'll make you rely on me then, you should learn" yoochun said, and looked into my eyes, then he take the plastic bags from me and smile

Those brown orbs.. Looks so calm and comforting

"whatever" i just said shortly and continue walking, hiding my red face.

I think i started to open my heart.

Night come. It's time for the BBQ party

Grandma said that i can invite my friend if i want, so i invited Sekyung

She sounds so excited when i call her, which make me feel happy too

All of us helped grandma with the process

Yoochun and Changmin help to slice the meat

Grandma and Jaejoong make the sauce,

Yunho and Junsu helps with grilling

While i prepare the table and the side dishes

Not long after that, Sekyung arrived

"Annyeonghaseyo" she greeted us

"Sekyung! You're here!" i run and hug her

"Omo, Sekyung-ah. Come here" grandma said happily

DBSK are staring at us, that's why i introduce sekyung to them.

We chatted happily while eating, junsu is being overly cheerful as usual. 

When Junsu tell a joke, i laughed and choked on my food

Sekyung pats my back softly, and search for a drink. But then someone give his glass to me. It's Jaejoong.

I drink it and thanked him. Sekyung becomes silent. I feel bad for her.

"Sekyung-ah.. gwenchana?" i said

"Nae" she answered and smile, but i can see that she's not that excited anymore.

The next day, Sekyung is back to her cheerful self, but i feel that something is off..but i don't know what.

She often visit my grandma's inn and have fun together with DBSK, especially Yoochun.

She would just cling onto yoochun every now and then, and yoochun looked happy with that

That's why i don't think of her negatively.

I start learned how to rely on people. even when i know i can do it, i rely on them.

I just want to be close to them, and they seems to be happy when i rely on them

I talked a lot with Jaejoong, because he is funny, and he likes to tease me. we laughed at stupid jokes, and he always shares everything about his life. he is a really a good oppa.

Junsu oppa? still watching the soccer all the time, he watched from his phone, the score, the next month, and he likes to play with kids in my village.

Changmin oppa is kinda quite, so i and jaejoong oppa like to , and his reaction is kinda cute.

Yunho oppa? hmm.. i can't read his mind, but he is a good leader, and caring person, even he cares for the smallest thing. he just too random.

Yoochun oppa? i'm sure that he's my first love. he is kind, gentle, care, and everything of him seems so perfect in my eyes.

it's not really a long holiday, but i and sekyung become friends with them.

Sometimes we spend the night by doing an outdoor picnic, and they showed us their song. we really enjoy it.

But about 3 or 2 weeks before their holiday ends, jaejoong confessed that he loves me

I was at loss of words. "Mian, oppa." i said silently

i don't know how to say it properly, but i'm afraid that he'll be hurt.

i thought he will hate me and leave me, but he hugged me

"it's okay" he said "it's not your fault"

"i'm sorry oppa, i don't know what to do. I just can't.. because my heart already belongs to someone" i said tearfully

"i'ts okay, you shouldn't cry" he patted my back and my head

"am i hurting you?" i asked again

"no, i'm okay. really. you will hurt me more if you accepted my feelings because of pity." he smiled forcefully.

i'm afraid that he'll act differently towards me, but it never happened. He still treats me nicely.

i told sekyung about his confession, to lighten my guilty feelings.

I also tried to not show my feelings towards yoochun, because i'm afraid that Jaejoong will realize.

But then, sekyung do something that hurt me.

She flirt with Yoochun and became his girlfriend. When she knows that her bestfriend, me, have feelings for him.

I feel betrayed. My heart shattered into pieces but i have to congratulate them and puts on a fake happy face for them.

That's the start of everything.........

 

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