*Onew's POV*

"wait, who's first?" Minho said

"me" i blurted

wait. why did i said that? ._. why did i want to be the 1st?

i feel everyone staring at me *cough* i coughed and walked to the bedroom quickly

i sat on my bed, thinking about everything when suddenly jjong entered with a pillow on his hand

"yah, what are you doing here? what about MinHee?" i asked him

"Well, since MinHee's sick and i don't wanna be influenced by her sickness, i move here to sleep with you guys" he answered shortly without even looking at me and sleep on key's bed

"Jerk." I muttered and decided to go to his room to take care of MinHee

I entered the room quietly, afraid that i'll make some noise

MinHee's sleeping soundly on the bed, she looked so fragile while sick

i approached her and checked her temperature

i part her bangs and found there's something on her forehead, i can't see it clearly because it was too dark

i try to touch it and she groaned

"don't touch it, it hurts" she murmured

"mwo? what happened?" i asked but she didn't answer and drift off to sleep again

i turn on the lamp and check her forehead, there's a lot of bruise, scars here and there, under her eyes, on her cheeks even on her neck

i move her blanket and look at her arms and legs, they are full with the bruises

"don't take my blanket" she said and open her eyes slowly

"ya! min hee! what is this?!" i asked, feeling upset and worried

"o-onew?! no this.. i-i fell from the stair today at school"

"i'm not stupid, let me check it" i move closer and touched her head

but she slap my hand and pushed me "don't touch it"

i'm a bit sad about this actually, everyone keep avoiding me since i become mad at sekyung

"okay, whatever" i turn off the lamp and sleep beside her (not on her bed ofc, i sleep on the floor)

"o-onew, don't be mad okay? i'm just.." she mumbled

"..." i stayed silent

"ya, onew" she looked at me

"..."

"onew oppa, are you sleeping already ?" she asked again, and this time she called me oppa

"nope"

"are you mad at me?"

"yes"

"aish.. oppa, come on i don't really mean that"

"..."

"onew-ah, jebal" she said again, i can't take it.

I wake up and sit beside her

"Min Hee-ah, tell me the truth.." i look into her eyes hardly

"okay, but don't be mad again okay?"

"promise"

"and don't tell the others okay?!"

"yeah, yeah i know"

"well, so.. i'm kinda dizzy today, so i walk like a dead zombies and bump into everything, i fell from the school stairs too" she said

"don't lie to me"

"no, i'm not" her hands are sweating a lot, and her eyes keep looking to the left said. HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE NOT LYING

"whatever" i release her hand and turned around

"yah" he poked me

"don't bother me, just go sleep" i said, not looking at her

"onew, i'm sorry for lying" she said

"i know it"

"onew, don't be mad please"

"..."

"onew, you aren't mad at me right?"

"i'm mad at you, so don't bother me"

"onew" her voice began to tremble

"say oppa"

"huh?"

"call me oppa" i turned around

"ya, that was disgusting" she stared at me

"i'm older than you, and i'm still mad at you"

"fine, oppa. enough?"

"no, tell the truth" i turned her face getting really red, its really cute

"well so.."

"don't lie again okay?" i looked into her eyes again, of course softly this time

"fine, so i'm beaten by some girls in my school today"

"what?! what've you done?"

"i don't know, they are kinda sick. this is so shameful i won't lose if i hadn't get this damn cold!"

"well, you shouldn't find out first what make them hate you there must be a reason"

"well.. there is a reason, but i really can't tell you because its about my friend, but they are really sick like... some crazy brainless "

"yah don't curse"

"nah, they are so strange like a.. giant, no no, like a.. scary ghost, but they aren't scary they just pretend that they are scary or.."

"are you getting sick?"

"no i'm already sick"

i face palmed my self "let's go to sleep then" i help her lie on her bed and wrap her with the blanket

"onew-ah, don't tell the other okay?"

"use oppa"

"ya! onew appa, don't tell the other okay?!"

"oppa you punk, not appa, oppa. O.. o.. not a"

"okay. oppa." she grumbled and go to sleep

i her head, and looked at her wound

i go to the living room and take first aid box and treat her wound, i took a towel, a bowl with ice and water in it 

i put the towel into the water and put it on her forehead

she keeps on saying random things, and cry a little, i wipe her tears and keep changing the towel whenever it getting warmer

well, the quote that says 'sick people look more beautiful' is true, she looks like a fallen angel now

so fragile, so white, so innocent

wait

what am i thinking

urgh, i've been a weird thing since i was born

but today i really think i am weird, is it... because i falling in love with her?

no no.. that's actually not true

i can't fall in love with her! she is jonghyun's fiancee

but, what if i fall in love with her

or.. should i prove it?

i move closer to her face

should i kiss her? or..

i look at her lips closer and closer

wait my body move without my permission, what should i do

this isn't illegal right? it's just a kiss so it's okay right?

she might have feel the first kiss anyway

wait..

what if she hadn't have her first kiss?

so i am her first kiss?

this is my first kiss too!!

wait, this is just a tester right so it shouldn't be counted

arghh.. i'm confused

i ruffles my hair in depression

i checked the towel and it's getting warm again, i replaced it with the cool one

my brain keep asking me to kiss her and prove my feeling but my heart said to not

well, i should go to sleep now before my brain wins

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