LUCKY
LUCKY
Chapter 5 : REASON
Henry's POV
I'm not gonna stop asking her until I get her answer.
I immediately went to Krystal's house. As I reached her house.
"Yes, I'm sure this is her house.", I said to myself.
I pressed the doorbell.
Ding Dongg... Ding Dongggg...
" Henry ?! ", her eyes grew wider the moment she opened the door and saw me .
" Yes, it's me. Can I talk to you ? ", I asked.
" Uhmm.. sure. Come in.", with the tone of her voice, I think she knows why I'm here.
I headed to the living room but didn't sit on the couch.
She closed the door and also went to the living room.
" So what's it all about.", she asked.
" Don't act innocent, Krystal. I know, you know why I am here.", I was looking at her straight in the eyes.
She shifted her gaze.
" If it's all about her, I don't wanna talk about it."
She was gonna turn her back but I get to grab her arm.
" HER ?! And now you can't even say her name.", I was getting mad.
" You don't understand, Henry..", she was getting teary-eyed so I decided to calm down and let go of my grasp.
" How could I understand everything if you're going to keep hiding the truth Krystal ? ", I was still trying to calm myself.
" Even if I tell everything to you, you won't understand. ", she can't look straight to me.
" How are you so sure that I will not understand your reason ? ", I said still trying to hold my anger.
" I'm sorry Henry. I'm really sorry.", she was about to cry so I think I should leave now.
I hate seeing girls cry especially when I know it's my fault.
" Fine. Remember this, Krystal. I'm not gonna stop until me and Amber know the truth. " , that's all I said and I already left.
She was left at the living room standing. I felt guilty.
Krystal's POV/Thoughts
I was left standing at the living room.
Tears were shedding from my eyes.
I was right.
He will never understand.
Krystal Jung, why are you so STUPID ?!
Why did I even thought of doing that crazy thing ?
How could I ever play with people's feelings ?
I'm such a bad person !
I feel so hopeless and guily right now.
Guilty because I am the reason why Amber is hurting right now.
And hopeless, hopeless that he will love me back.
Ugh. I hate myself. I hate myself for using Amber !
I only used her.
I didn't loved her at the first place.
I didn't even liked her even just for a moment.
She is really kind and sweet but I just don't love her.
I just wanted to be close to the man I truly love but it turned out to be a disaster. A BIG DISASTER.
Flashback :
" I see. Nice to meet you. I'm - "
" Krystal. Already know it. Nice to meet you , too.", he smiled.
That smile almost made my heart melt. It was the first time I felt like that. Butterflies in the stomach.
"Am I inlove ?", I crazily asked myself the moment he and Amber left.
At home, he was still the one on my mind.
" Krystal. Already know it. Nice to meet you too."
His smile keeps on flashing back in my memory.
I can't even sleep because Henry Lau was still the one on my mind. I think I'm going crazy.
" Will he like me ?"
"What is his ideal girl ?"
Would I have a chance on him ?"
Those thoughts keep on playing in my head.
I want to be with him.No, I NEED to.
So the moment Amber asked me to be her girlfriend, I thought of Henry.
She was Henry's bestfriend and I can see that they're really really close to each other so if I become her girlfriend, I'll become close to the man I love.
" Krystal Jung, could you be my girlfriend ?", she asked handing a full-bloomed red rose to me.
" Y..yes.", I said in a doubtful tone.
"REALLY ?! ", She grabbed my hand and hugged me tight. I can see that she was really happy.
I felt guilty. I lied. I'm a LIAR.
But I can't just take back my answer.
And if this is the only way to get near him , I'll do it.
End of flashback.
" I'm sorry Amber. I'm really sorry. "
-- End of Chapter 5 --
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