“Any advice to make it better?” I ask. “Mmm… it’s very good. But maybe a little messy. Let me help you.” “Thanks unnie” Then she clicks so fast on the different tracks that my eyes can’t follow. After 10 minutes, we listen to it. It’s completely different, simpler. But it’s way better. “Thanks. Now I will rest before we eat.” I say. It is 5:11PM. Until 6:00, I just kinda sleep. Half-sleep. My mind is thinking about so much ideas and I can’t wait to finish the album. When we eat, all the members can’t wait to hear the song while I can’t wait to show them. It isn’t recorded yet, but there is a guide. I am planning on working the track a bit more because it feels empty. I can’t believe it only took me a day. “Ok let’s hear it now!” the thai girl says. We go to the studio. Soyeon plays the song. I close my eyes because I don’t want to see their reaction. “Yuqi! Produce songs for our album! Please!” Miyeon says. “Soyeon unnie helped me a lot.” “But you had the idea over all” The rapper says. “Yeah, well…” “Hwaiting!” Shuhua says. “Thanks”. After, I continue to work on the song, promising to myself I will stop working before 10:00PM because I gotta sleep. At 9:37, the song is ready to be recorded. I will record it alone tomorrow. At the moment I close my eyes on my smooth bed, I am already sleeping. I guess I am exhausted. But I wake up so many times during the night that I don’t even know if I sleep well. I do a bunch of different dreams. It happens sometimes, some messy nights