We finish recording at 4:00PM. After, we decide to go on v-live together, because that’s what we do when we are happy and our schedule is done. I sit behind between Soyeon and Shuhua, and Miyeon in front of me. We start the live, just laughing and answering our fans’ questions casually. After a few minutes I feel Soyeon’s arm behind my back and I look at her. She smiles and whisper “love you”. Is she crazy? If someone hears that, we’re in big trouble. Nobody seems to hear it until Minnie (who is just in front of Soyeon) looks at us quickly. I can see panic in her eyes but she instantly turns her head to the front. For the rest of the live, nothing happens between Soyeon and me. After the live we eat together and I start panicking when Soojin asks “Why are you two not talking today?” Soyeon shrugs. “I guess I’m just tired” I say. “And you’re always together.” The maknae says, probably also thinking about the banmal I’ve been using. “We have to talk about composing” Soyeon says, protecting me. She’s so professional. Nobody could guess what happened. Then we just keep eating normally. When the night comes, We decide not to sleep in the same bed because they will know it. We plan on waking up early tomorrow to see each other. The next morning, when I wake up, Soyeon is already making breakfast. “Hi” I say. “Hi”. I sit at the table. I look at her, but her eyes are still on the eggs she is cooking. When she brings the breakfast at the table, I look at her, feeling awkward. She s