NingNing pov

I woke up in the morning feeling better I looked at my bed but found it empty so I sighed

"No doubt it was a dream."

I sighed again and got up and then went to the shower and took a warm bath and threw all those thoughts out of my head after the shower I dried my hair and got dressed and walked out of the room and went to the kitchen to find Winter Unnie cooking and humming a song

I kept looking at her back appearance,she looked very small and I wanted to hug her but I endured

and suddenly she turned around to see me standing there and smiled at me and came towards me and put her forehead on mine I was surprised by what she did and tried to get away but she caught me

"Don't move," she said softly, "I want to check if your temperature drops."

I nodded to her and left her while I tried so hard this heart calmed down and after a while she moved away from me

She said, "Your temperature has gone down, that's fine."

"Thanks for everything. You took care of me, so I'm fine."

She smiled at me and arranged my hair and asked me to sit down to eat

I sat in front of her and we started eating quietly then I looked at her and I was thinking whether I should ask her or not and suddenly she looked at me too

"Is there anything you don't like about the food?" she said.

I said, "No, I... just... I want to ask you something."

She put down her spoon, stopped eating, and looked at me calmly

"Tell me," she said softly.

I said hesitantly, "unnie, did something ....happen... yesterday?"

She kept looking at me calmly and with an ambiguous expression, then said:

"No, why didn't anything happen?"

I said, "No, nothing. I just asked you."

She nodded softly, then said, "You didn't do anything, but you said something."

I swallowed my saliva and my heart started to beat with fear, is it possible that I said something about her?

I said hesitantly, "What... what ...did you say?"

"you talked about the unnie you love," she said calmly.

I said in fear, "And...and...and what did you say about her?"

She said, "You said you love her, but she always doesn't see you and you don't know what to do to feel your feelings. Then you said that that unnie are really dangerous for your heart, and every time you see her, you want to kiss her, sleep next to her, and touch her."

I was shocked at what she said did I say all that but it's good I didn't mention her name I sighed calmly

She said, "Ning-ah who is she?"

I looked at her quietly. I really don't know what to tell her. Should I lie to her or tell her?

"It's just a person," I said.

I heard her sigh and then said, "than whu you are in love with her....Why do you love her?"

I looked at her and smiled sadly, "I don't know, I just love her. She's really a special person to me. Every time you talk to me or smile, I feel like the weight of the world is off my shoulder. I've never felt this feeling before."

She said, "Then why don't you tell her?"

I said, "Because I'm so afraid... I'm afraid of losing our friendship and I'm so afraid of her rejecting me... It's going to be unbearable if she confesses that she won't look at me again and I'll lose her forever."

She said sadly, "Ning-ah why are you saying that maybe she loves you, you won't know unless you try."

She looked at her sadly, "Unnie she has someone she loves so much and that person really cares about her. Then if she confesses, I will not only lose her but also the person she loves."

I didn't want to continue this conversation so I decided to change it and looked at it

I said, "Unnie, how was your trip, are your parents okay?"

She looked at me quietly and said, "It was fine and they're fine, next time I'll take you with me."

i smiled at her, "I would definitely like it."

We finished our food, washed the dishes, then watched a horror movie, and then decided to go out and walk a bit

We sat on the grass and kept looking at the Han River, which was very calm and relaxed. Suddenly my phone rang to see Giselle Unnie was calling.

I said, "Hi Giselle Unnie, how are you?"

She said, "I'm fine, how are you?"

I said "I'm fine"

She said "what are you doing"

I said, "I'm in Han River with Winter Unnie."

"Winter is back?" she said, surprised.

I said, "Yes, her parents went on a trip, so she came back."

"Oh, that's good," she said, "I have to go now, take care of yourselves, bye."

I said, "You too, bye bye."

I looked at Winter Unnie who was looking at the river and asked her to come back because it was late so we went back to the dorm and on our way back we bought some food and decided to eat it in the dorm and as soon as we got to the dorm we sat in the kitchen and ate in silence until she broke this silence

"Ning-ah, how did you fall in love with that unnie?" she said.

'It looks like she really wants to know who she is'

I smiled at her as I recalled the memories of meeting her for the first time

I said, "That was when I first met her. She was very small and did not like to talk to much. She was very shy. I don't know how, but when I first saw her my heart started to beat."

I looked at her to see her looking at me and then she smiled at me

"It looks like this unnie look just like me," she said. "Isn't that your first impression of me?"

Confused I forgot I was talking about her She should not know the truth

I said, "She looks like you in some ways, but it's not you, it's someone else."

She kept looking at me calmly and with an ambiguous expression before speaking softly again

She said, "What if that unnie didn't reject your feelings, would you confess to her?"

I looked at her sadly, "That unnie she has no feelings for me. She only considers me as her younger sister. I had some hope at first, but now I'm afraid of getting hurt because of her."

"Ning-ah, that's how much you like her," she said.

She smiled at her, "It's my first love, unnie, but I realized that first love is always painful, but what do I better burning my heart and hurting for her instead suffer her and make her hurt beacuse of me ?"

She kept looking at me calmly and then said, "Do.... May I know who she is?"

'If she knew who she was, would this pain in my heart end... Will you accept my feelings... Would you allow me to kiss and hug you without any fear... Would you stay by my side if I told you the truth or would you break my heart...'

" it's you "