Ningning POVl

 Weird thing happens between the unnies but I don't know what day it was when we were eating Karina Unnie and Giselle unnie were embarrassed because of something we don't know, especially Giselle unnie who didn't even look up and look at Karina unnie and this is strange, usually they are close to each other and What made the matter even stranger was that there was some meat next to Karina unnie, and it seems that Gisele Unnie wanted some of it, but she did not ask Karina unnie to put it in front of her, but rather asked Winter Unnie, who was not in front of her, but Karina unnie suddenly put him in front of Giselle unnie without saying One word

Winter Unnie and I looked at each other suspiciously there was something going on between them I'm sure

After eating and washing the dishes, Karina Unnie decided to go out with Winter unnie, while Giselle Unnie and I decided to stay at home.

Winter unnie was so happy that she was going out with Karina Unnie. She didn't tell me who she liked, but I knew it was Karina Unnie from the start. I knew it was her.

I sighed and went out of my room to go to Giselle unnie’s  room, which seemed to be straying, looking at the window next to her bed.

 Giselle Unnie, what are you doing?

she turned to me in astonishment before smiling at me, "Nothing, I was just watching the sky. Would you like to sit with me?"

 I smiled at her before I sat next to her on her bed and looked out the window. The scene was really relaxing. I looked at her to find her looking out the window.

“unnie, is there anything on your mind that you look straying?”

 She looked at me, "Ning-ah...would...how...how do you ease the awkwardness between you and others?"

I looked at her, "Is it about Karina unnie?

"No, it's not her... I mean... just... just tell me what to do," she stuttered, staring at her bed.

i smiled, "Unnie just be yourself and I'm sure Karina Unnie wants the same, she doesn't want things to get awkward between the two of you."

She looked at me, "So you really think it's going to be okay?"

i smiled at her , "So it's Karina unnie."

She said shyly, "Oh...it was...I said it wasn't her."

I shook my head, and I got out of bed, walked over to the door, turned around and smiled

 “But unnie, what kind of situation did you two have to get so awkward?”

She blushed, "yeh, get out of my room, nothing happened between us."

I smiled at her before I got out of her room and went to my room I sat on my bed and grabbed my diary that I had bought a month ago I sighed looking at the blank white papers I decided to write the things I can't say maybe it will lighten my heart

To my notes:

Title: I'm afraid

I’m afraid, as much as I love you

I’m afraid that you

Don’t love me

And l’m afraid that

I wasted my time

I’m afraid of a future without you

I’m afraid that I might wake up some day

Unable to find your eyes

My love to you is the reason why

I became the most selfish person

I want you just to stay by my side

And to forget all the people

If l hadn’t lived all my days

And my dreams with you

I would have been someone else

Someone who doesn’t feel anything

I sighed and closed my diary At least I will tell and write the story of the hopeless love in these diary and empty my heart a little This will make me rest

I hid my diary after I heard the door open, apparently Karina Unnie and Winter unnie came back from outside and I grabbed my phone and kept checking it Suddenly the door to my room opened to see Winter Unnie enter the room

She smiled at me, "Hey Ning, what are you doing?"

I looked at her, "I wasn't doing anything, just looking at my phone. Did you have fun?"

 "Yes, it was fun," she said happily.

 "That's good, I'm glad you had fun."

"I'll go take a shower first."

Okay" "

I sighed and looked at her while she was closing the bathroom door, I decided to leave the room to find Karina unnie standing in front of her room door with Giselle unnie

 Karina Unnie, what are you doing?

She turned to see me and smiled and came to hug me

 "Ning ah I miss you"

 "unnie, you saw me this morning."

She pulled away from me while still holding me laughing "I know but what to do you're so cute"

I grumbled, "unnie, I'm not cute."

"Okay...then tell me where my baby is going," she said with a laugh.

"I'm going to the company to train."

"Okay, but don't be late and don't tire yourself."

"Okay, don't worry."

She hugged me tightly before letting me go, I reached the door and turned around for her

I said with a side smile, "unnie, what kind of situation happened between the two of you and Giselle unnie to get so embarrassed?"

Suddenly Karina unnie became like a tomato, i smiled and left her and left the dorm and went to the company

"Sure, something happened, but I don't know what's important. I hope they go back to how they were before. This embarrassment is suffocating between us. Is this what will happen if Karina unnie and Winter Unnie find out about it? This is something I'd rather die than live with it ."