Winter POV

I was happy because tomorrow will be the debut day that we have been waiting for I was so happy that I was dancing with joy and happiness I saw Ningning who was laughing And because we both were the mood makers in the team I called her to dance with me and she did and she danced with me

After those happy and silly moments we got in the car to go to our place I was in the front seat of the car I was very tired while in front of me was Karina unnie and as usual she was very beautiful and because I was tired I slept on her shoulder she always had that warmth and tenderness Maybe that's why I loved her

When we got to our dorm I woke up drowsy and complained that I wanted to sleep more so I quickly ran to our dorm while the members were laughing at me and then they came in too I took a shower first because I wanted to sleep after I got out of the shower I found Karina Unnie on the sofa so I went and sat next to her then I lay on her lap while she was doing my hair it was a great feeling and after a while Karina Unnie asked me to go to my room because she wanted to sleep I told her good night

When I entered the room, I found Ningning sleeping, this is not her usual way, I was surprised, but I didn't pay attention and fell asleep after that.

Today is debut day and I was excited that it was 3 am but I am so happy when we arrived the unnie makeup artist who is close to us greeted us. It was me who finished first. Karina unnie and Gisele unnie didn't have much left to finish while Ningning was talking to the makeup artist so I decided to wait. On the sofa that was in the reception room

I was checking my phone when I felt someone I looked to see Ningning

 I smiled at her and asked her to sit next to me so she ran straight and sat next to me I showed her what I was watching on the phone were pictures of me and a folding puppy

I said, "Isn't it cute?"

"Yes, very cute," she said as she looked at me.

So I said "I told you it's really beautiful" and went back to look for other pictures

 “Yes, it is so beautiful that it is terrifying.”

"yah, what's so scary about dogs?"

She smiled and got up, "unnie, let's go, the others are done too."

I got up and ran before her

I said as I ran, "Really, then the last one buys candy."

I heard her say, "unnie, you always do the same thing."

I laughed as I got in the car to find karina Unnie and Gisele Unnie sitting in their seats and after a short while Ningning came up with my jacket and gave it to me and thanked her

We arrived at our dorm after we finished the performance successfully and without any mistake I went to the shower first and then fell asleep because I was tired

The next morning I woke up early I looked at Ningning who was sleeping I smiled I walked out of the room to go to the kitchen to find Karina unnie there cooking I don't know why but I wanted to hug her so I hugged her from behind I hugged her for a while before I felt someone was looking at us suddenly I turned around to see Ningning there So I ran straight to her and arranged her hair

"Good morning, Ningning, did you sleep well? I'm going to take a shower first."

"Good morning, Unnie.... Yes, go. I'll wait for my turn," she said quietly.

" Thanks"

I run straight to the shower while Ningning and Karina unnie were there

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It's been a week since our debut and we've achieved a lot and we were really thankful to the fans for their love for us. After a week of work, the company gave us a day off so we decided to watch a movie together. It was me, Ningning, Giselle unnie, then Karina unnie, sitting on the sofa watching a romantic movie that. Karina unnie chose  because she is afraid of horror movies

After a while, Gisele unnie and Karina unnie decided to go to sleep, so I was left alone with me and ningning and we watched the movie. It had a sad ending.

I hesitated to talk but wanted to talk to someone

"Ningning"

"Hmmmmm"

"What do you think is love?"

"Hmmm, I don't know. I'm still learning, but it's like school. Every day you learn something."

I looked at her really hard “ How does love look like school Is it possible that Ning loves someone”

"Ning-ah, have you ever loved?"

She looked at me quietly without answering. It was a while before she answered me

"unnie, do you love someone?"

I was surprised to ask her, am I so clear?

 "yah, answer my question."

"I'll answer you when I hear back."

 ‘Looks like she really does have someone but how am I going to tell her about Karina unnie’

"Actually, I love someone and I'm thinking about confessing."

"And what if that person rejects you?"

I was a little silent I didn't really think about it I was drowning in my own distracting thoughts but Ningning interrupted my thoughts when I got up to look at her

"Hey where are you going?"

She said, "Unnie, if you are not sure of this love, let him go, because you will get hurt."

“I know I just…” I said and muttered

She sighed as she looked at me before turning her back she was going to go but I held her hand

I said, "yah, I answered your question. Now it's time for you to answer my question, Did you love someone?"

"Yes," she said bitterly, "but she is someone who will disappear if I get close to her."

‘ Ning ah you love someone but why do you say that’

 I asked her "why?"

She turned to me and smiled sadly, "Because she's not mine, and she wasn't mine at first, yet I fell for her more."

I couldn't stand seeing that expression on ningning face who could hurt our maknae

I said sadly, "Ning-ah, just forget her, she doesn't deserve it."

She smiled, "No, I'm not the one who doesn't deserve it, but it's okay, don't worry, I'll forget about it... I'll take a shower first, so go to sleep first... Good night, Unni."

She said, "Okay, you too. I'm going to wash the dishes, then I'll sleep... and... Ningning, let it be between us. I don't want the unnies to know about it."

"Don't worry, your secret ."

I let go of her hand and go to the kitchen while I was thinking about Ningning's words I sighed and after I washed the dishes I entered the room to find that Ningning was still in the bathroom so I decided to sleep first

I woke up to see that it was 4 am I looked at Ningning's bed but I didn't find her I got up quickly and went to the living room but I didn't find her I started to get scared I went to the unnies room and slowly opened the door to see Ningning there but she wasn't there I called her but she wasn't answering

“Where did you go at this time “

I decided to wait a little before I went out to look for her and suddenly I heard the sound of the door opening, no doubt it was ningning

 She slowly opened the door, closed it slowly, and turned around to see her surprised. I got up and went to her and the lights.

"Ning, where have you been so far?" I said angrily.

"I was outside," she replied softly.

I said, "Then why didn't you answer your phone I called you 40 phone calls but you didn't answer I went to the unnies room because I thought I'd find you there but I didn't find you Do you know how worried I was for you?"

"I'm sorry, I'm just...I wanted to take a walk," she said.

 I said with tears in my eyes, "than you have to wake me up so I can go with you, I was worried about you when I woke up and I couldn't find you."

“I don't know why I'm crying but I was worried about her so much “

suddenly she hugged me

"Well, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you, I won't do that again, I promise," she said while hugging me.

I hugged her tightly and lightly patted her shoulder, “You better keep your promise or I’ll tell the unnies about it.”

She turned away from me and looked at me, "Okay, I will. Don't worry. Let's go to sleep. It's still too early to wake up."

I lay on my bed still drowsy and slept. I was worried about her. She better not do that again.

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Karina Unnie and Giselle Unnie were embarrassed because of something we don't know This morning we were sitting eating quietly and quietly which was out of the ordinary. He was right next to Karina unnie but karina unnie suddenly put him in front of Giselle unnie without saying a word Ninqning and I looked at each other suspiciously there was something going on between them

After eating and washing the dishes, Karina unnie and I decided to go out, while Ningning and Giselle unnie decided to stay at home.

I was happy that I was going out because I was the type of person who likes to stay at home but it's been a while since I went out and I'm going out with Karina unnie so I was happy we went out and went to the coffee shop and sat there There weren't many people there because of Corona We ordered juice and we sat talking and I decided to ask her about what happened this morning

 I said "unnie did something happen between you and giselle unnie why are you two embarrassed to each other

She stammered, "Nothing happened."

"Really...then why don't you two talk?" I said in disbelief.

I replied, "No, we're talking... we were just tired

Of course I didn't believe her, but I didn't want to press her so I nodded in disbelief and then changed the subject and we had some fun outside.

After enjoying outside we decided to go back when we got to our dorm I went to my room and went in to find Ningning sitting looking at her phone

She smiled, "Hey Ning, what are you doing?"

She looked at me, "I wasn't doing anything, just looking at my phone. Did you have fun?"

 "Yes, it was fun," I said happily.

 "That's good, I'm glad you had fun."

"I'll go take a shower first."

she said "okay"

I took a shower and drowned in those warm waters while I was thinking about what ningning that day

and why she can't love that person.