REPOSTING

The first time he had woken was when the SJM members were leaving; he had prepared a brief breakfast for them. They silently ate their food not looking up from their plates the mood drifting off all of them felt very black and bleak. Though the tears of the previous had finally stopped falling. As they were departing he caught Kyuhyun looking sadly down at Sungmin’s sleeping form on the couch. He pulled them all into a hug as they walked out then he slowly made his way back to his warm comfy bed. Sometime after he had fallen asleep again and the time he woke the second time from the bright sunlight of morning falling upon his face he gained a bed partner. Smiling he snuggled closer to Kangin’s warm broad chest.

Through the wall Eeteuk could hear Heechul throwing things, not very loudly as it didn’t wake up his love but there were audible thumps and bumps. He sighed the scene from last night played in his head.

“Heechul open the door please.” Eeteuk asked knocking lightly on the wood with his knuckles. The reply came as loud declaration of denial. “Heechul open the damn door right now!” his voice rose, sick and tired of these antics. Eeteuk was passed the last straw and he had to pack Hannie before they left earlier than dawn tomorrow. Several seconds later the lock clicked permitting Eeteuk’s entrance.

“Why?” Heechul asked sullenly flopping on his bed.

“I have to pack up Hankyung.” Eeteuk replied tersely searching for Hankyung’s suit case.

“It’s over there,” Heechul pointed to the closet helping. He looked down at his hands clasped together on his lap asking “Why are you packing his stuff?”

“Number one you kicked him out, remember, and number two he and the rest of SJM are leaving for a press tour.” Eeteuk folded a shirt tucking it into the propped open suit case occupying Hankyung’s bed top.

“WHAT?” Heechul screeched jumping up.

“I said,” the leader replied sighing. “Hankyung and SJM are going on a press tour.”

“But-but-but–but they can’t leave!” he wailed sinking down in a pile on the floor.

“And why is that Kim Heechul?” more clothes went in to the suit case. Tears started streaming down his cheeks again getting up he ran over to the suit case his only elder was packing and started pulling things out of it. “Heechul! Heechul stop it!” Eeteuk cried out trying to contain the flailing arms. He stopped breaking down in tears completely. Teukie simply held him till they subsided.

“He can’t go, he can’t go, he can’t leave me.” He mumbled over and over again blind to everything even the leaders trying to be comforting arms. Giving up Eeteuk cleaned up the mess Heechul had made repacking it all in the travel case. Several minutes passed the only sounds where the sound of fabric on fabric as Eeteuk folded and Heechul’s muted muttering.

“I don’t want him to go.”Heechul said jolting the other.

“Why?”

“I’ll miss him, I don’t want to miss him it makes me hurt” Heechul pulled himself into a sitting position. He stared down at his toes wringing his fingers.

“Then why did you kick him out?” Eeteuk finished tugging the zippers together in the front by the handle.

“I already told you why!”

“But if it makes you hurt?”

“I don’t know! He just can’t leave me!” Heechul wailed. “Now get out!”

Eeteuk sighed at the memory dejectedly nuzzling his face even closer. In his current state he forgot to be mad at Kangin for being there where they might get caught. It’s been too hard he needed the comfort that Kangin provided. That movement awoke Kangin from his sleep groaning his usual morning groan he tighten his arms pulling Eeteuk even closer. The space between their bodies was nonexistent, they were pressed together every possible place one such place, their hips. Teukie shifted even closer specifically shifting his hips, fire lit in Kangin’s eyes a sly grin slid on his face. Kangin bent his face down to reach Teukie’s lips with his own in a hungry kiss, Eeteuk responded by deepening it. Kangin’s hand slid down Eeteuk’s back earning him a shiver just as his hand reached its intended destination there was a knock on the door followed by it opening. Cursing they pushed away from each other.

A sleepy Eunhyuk stood in the doorway, hand to his eyes rubbing them. He hadn’t seen anything.

“Hey Hyuk what’s up?” Eeteuk asked sitting up as to hide Kangin from view.

“Hyung I can’t find any food and I’m hungry.” Eunhyuk replied as his stomach made a large grumble. Laughing Eeteuk got up and took the boy with the empty stomach with him. Kangin remained in his love’s bed. He groaned a very unhappy groan beating his fist into the mattress a few times.

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He finally had a break between all his schedules for the day as the sun was waning off its noon high. Sliding into the booth he was grateful for the lull after the lunch rush. Meaning he wasn’t surrounded by screaming fan girls. Sighing he dropped his head to his arms on the table.

“Hey Sungmin?” a voice called, it was familiar but he couldn’t pin it down.

“Oh hey Jay what’s up?” Sungmin greeted the lead singer of TRAX with a smile.

“Nothing much,” he grinned. “Mind if I join you?”

“No not at all.”

“You seem down what’s wrong?” Jay asked as he settled into the seat across from the younger.

Sungmin sighed heavily pouting out his bottom lip. He looked up to see Jay watching him a concerned expression on his face.

“Is it Kyuhyun?” Jay questioned causing Sungmin to jump slightly and worry his lip. “Ah I see that it is what did he do or not do?”

“He ignores me all the time,” Sungmin began. “All he ever does when he’s not at a schedule is play Starcraft, he leaves room just after I enter, and he never answers my calls only Zhou Mi’s!” Sungmin ranted.

“Didn’t you say that he’s done this before, closing up to all but one person blocking out everything and everyone else. You told me last time he’s done it to Eeteuk and Ryeowook, this time it’s just Zhou Mi. So why does it bother you this time?” Sungmin looked stunned but at that moment the waitress arrived and they placed their orders.

“Truthfully I don’t know why it bothers me,” Sungmin smacked his forehead on the table. “All I know is I want that person to be me! He drives me absolutely bonkers he leaves the room every time I enter even OUR room.”

“That doesn’t mean he’s ignoring you.” Jay countered receiving a skeptical stare. “I mean he comes back right?”

“Yeah”

“So what about this fight?” Jay broached the subject of his real reason for being there, other than to help a friend.

“What fight?”

“The one last night”

“How did you know about that?”

“I’m psychic, I know all, and even your make up cannot hide your tears.” Sungmin cursed pulling out a mirror inspecting his face; he thought he’d done so well this morning. “What happened?” Jay prodded again.

“I kinda yelled at him but he yelled at me first. Then I curled up on my bed.”

“What about him?”

“I don’t know I couldn’t look at him. It hurt.”

“I think that he didn’t mean it, whatever it was he yelled about. I also think that your yelling at him hurt him too.” Jay looked Sungmin dead in the eye.

“Really but he’s so strong?”

“Yes,” Jay sighed. “If you forgive him I’m sure that he’ll forgive you.”

“Will he even answer my call?” Sungmin asked dryly scratching at the table top with his nail.

“I’m sure he will.” Jay took a sip of his drink. Sungmin brightened at this.

“Are you sure Jay?” Jay nodded as their food arrived. They spent the rest of the meal joking, the pain forgotten. As they departed Jay smiled to himself that went well I’ll have to inform Eeteuk. He pulled out his phone.

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A long and lonely day came to a close for Yesung as he lay on his bed gaze at his turtles. He watched them putz around in there not doing much of anything just like him.

“Damn it why won’t you evolve?” Yesung shouted at his turtles suddenly sitting up. “I’ve been training you for weeks!” he flopped back on his bed staring at the ceiling. Ddangkkoma eyed him through the glass tank wall. That gaze brought another to his mind.

He had tugged Ryeowook back to their room; Ryeowook seemed shocked by the sudden development and just stood there unmoving. Yesung placed his small hands on Ryeowooks shoulders. The younger’s eyes rose to his the emotions welled up in them scared him, one seemed almost like regret.

“You okay?”Ryeowook simply nodded not moving any other part of his body else. Yesung took that as his cue and pulled out the other’s travel bag. This made him move. Together they packed up everything he could possibly need.

“Wookie I wish you could take Ddangkkoma with you.” Yesung said petting the turtles head.

“What? Why?” Ryeowook looked bewildered.

“So he could keep you calm.” Yesung replied turning around to look at his roommate.

“Little Ddangkkoma is not who I’d need.”Ryeowook blushed staring at his feet.

“Who then?”

“You.” Ryeowook looked up at Yesung. Yesung froze expression one of shock, he had not been expecting that. Ryeowook’s cheeks darkened in color grabbing his bag he sprinted from the room like a rabbit. Yesung thought he should follow but he fell down on his bed unable to react.

“I know we are best friends but he’s never said something like that before,” Yesung voiced to the empty room. “Nor has he reacted like that.” His eyebrows scrunched up wrinkling his nose too.

“What the hell is going on?” Yesung groaned rolling over shoving his face deep in his pillow trying to ignore the beating in his chest.

When he turned back over he glanced at the clock, 6:45, apparently he fell asleep. The sky was the pale white washed colors of early morning just before the sunrise. He crawled out of bed making his way down the silent hallway to the living room shivering from the cold floor seeping through his socks, he wished to watch the sunrise through the windows there. Yesung entered the room to see Sungmin seated on the couch knees drawn up to his chin. Yesung sat down next to him.

The sun rose staining the sky pink shot through with streaks of crimson and orange. The few clouds in the sky glowed reflecting the bright hues. The sun itself was a glowing orange ball the peeked over the horizon creeping steadily higher in the sky the pink and red fading away to yellow that too was bleached out by the sun and its ever increasing light.

“It’s beautiful isn’t it?” Sungmin asked voice hushed.

“Yeah,” Yesung agreed. “But even such a beautiful sunrise feels bleak without them here.”

“The sunrises constantly we never forget that, let them be the rays of sun that warm your face.” Sungmin said turning his gaze to Yesung.

“The sunrise without them here just makes me miss them more.”

“They watch the same sunrise and miss us too.” Yesung looked at him like he was crazy. “How could they not?”

“The sunrise for me counts the days that they are gone for me.”

“Me too hyung, me too.” Sungmin replied eyes returning to the sky now bluing into the day with a clear lemon sun. The two continued to sit there looking at the sky words trailing off.

Did you like Yesung’s Pokémon reference? Those poor boys T-T    Jay say hi to everyone too! I hope you weren’t disappointed. Repost the chapters that were lost makes me cry ^-^ thanks for reading anyway sorry to every one that's read it already I hope it's still good.