I hate him, I hate him so much! Wait, no, I take it back there is no way I could ever hate him but why does he just keep hurting me? Its torture but then  he doesn’t know what goes on in my head, what goes on in my heart. At least I’m the only one hurting again. I can’t stand when my brothers are hurting especially Donghae. Ever since that giant rainbow monkey appeared in his and Hyukjae’s room he has been his happy self. Maybe he has a secret admirer. Just like me! Well kind of I am the secret admirer of someone else.

Why does he always play with his turtles? Why won’t he ever look at me when he does? He gets so absorbed he forgets I exist and he carries to stupid turtles- well no that’s not true the turtles are really cute I love those little guys buuuttt- he holds them so softly in his delicate little hands. They mesmerize me. I catch myself thinking things I shouldn’t. I’m going crazy.

Yesung saw the grazed expression and far off eyes on his roommate and wandered over to stand in front of him. He had been standing there holding Ddangkkoma for the last five minutes without his friend noticing so he leant down and waved his hand in front of Ryeowook’s eyes. The other jolted almost flailing almost teaching Ddangkkoma how to fly.

“Watch it there Wookie!” Yesung laughed cradling his turtle closer. “You looked like you were burning a hole in the wall and I didn’t want you to burn the dorms down.”

“Uh… yeah, sorry. Thanks” Ryeowook mumbled looking down.

“Hey Wookie is something wrong? Do you want to hold DdangKkoMa?”Yesung sat down next to the younger.

“No Hyung I’m fi-” he went to say but was cut off by a piercing shriek that could only belong to one person.

“NO! GET THE HELL OUT!!!!!! YOU ARE FORBIDDEN TO ENTER MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!”

“Hee it’s our room.” Hankyung’s calm voice replied as faces began popping out of doorways.

“NOT ANY MORE GET YOUR AND GET OUT!” Heechul screamed pushing Hankyung away from the entrance to their room. He disappeared back into the room returning with an arm load of Hankyung’s stuff and threw it into the hallway. “STAY AWAY!” just for good measure he then slammed the door in Hankyung's face.

Hankyung stood there like a statue his face broken. On the other side of the door he could hear Heechul sobbing. There was no way Heechul would let him near to comfort him. Hankyung felt something break, a tear made its solitary track down his cheek. His legs almost gave out as he dashed from the room. A blurry figure rushed after him.

The rest of super junior peered at each other from where they had watched the entire spectacle. Then every single eye, his own included, landed on Eeteuk. With a sigh the leader made his way over to the door hiding the crying member.  He knelt down and talked trough the door. Kangin shooed all the members back into their rooms then crouched next to the worried leader taking one of Eeteuk’s hands in his own reassuringly.

One thing was running through all of their minds, what just happened?

-Elsewhere-

Hankyung couldn’t see through the tears as he sank down on the edge of the tub. Why? Why did Heechul kick him out? He didn’t even know so the tears just kept coming burning his cheeks. Even when he thought he ran out of tears he kept crying slipping of the tub landing on the floor to have his face rest on the cool tiles. The door opened but he didn’t move.

“Hyung?” a familiar voice asked close to his head. “Hyung? Do you want to talk now?”

Hankyung’s response was more tears leaking out of his eyes. The other stood and water could be heard splashing seconds later a cool damp cloth was being pressed to his forehead and cheeks.

“Are the bathroom tiles comfy?” the other spoke again.

“Yes” Hankyung croaked voice thick from all the crying he had done. He looked up into Siwon’s serious worried brown eyes.

“What happened?” Siwon helped the elder sit up and lean against him.

“I honestly don’t know.”

“Aren’t those tiles cold?” Hankyung nodded his head tiredly against Siwon's shoulder then everything disappeared into darkness.

AHHHH you like what I did there? Haha sorry it’s all depressing right now but it will get better. and I apologize for this chapter being rather short , the next one isn't ^-^ be prepared for that chapter it will be interesting. Thank you to all my readers/subscribers/commentors!!!!!!!!!

@xCrimsonxAngelx:  lol Kangteuk all the way XD it's not spamming I like it

@doctorbanana: sorry it's not fluffy for long :(

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