" What does it look like I'm doing?!". Seungcheol asked with a somehow irritated face not because jeonghan slapped him or anything like that, he was irritated because he messed up after their long friendship and from now on he's sure everything will change.

Jeonghan flushed, still shocked.. Couldn't look at the man's eyes for too long. 

" B-but I'm boy...?!” jeonghan's heart skipped as the man held his cheek again and captured his lips again without warning, jeonghan felt so weird, he couldn't describe the feeling he's having right now. 

He wasn't gay.. but why kissing him feel so good ?! 

He wasn't kissing back anymore so cheol pulled back and Jeonghan staring at him in disbelief asking for explaining . 

" I-I'm sorry... You're so confused aren't you?!". Seungcheol rubbed the back off his head , his cheek turning red and Jeonghan saw how shy the man seems all of sudden as he avoid his eyes . 

“ It’s not weird for two man to have that kind of relationship these days you know ..?”  He said out , met his eyes and Jeonghan pressed his hands on his chest telling him to keep distance . 

Looked away . 

“ B-but I’m st-straight and you’re my best friend so why ?!” He stuttered , feeling so confused . 

Seungcheol held that wrist gently . 

“ Even best friends can have feeling for one other , it have been one sided so you haven’t noticed .” Jeonghan’s heart fluttered , he felt the man coming closer  but he refused , pushed him back and stood up with burning cheek . 

So he’s telling him that he had feeling for him since a while now ?! Why ?! He’s a man for god’s sake , that makes him feel anxious but somehow the man seem fine with it . 

So seungcheol’s gay ?! No wonder why he haven’t saw him dating woman before , whenever there’s beautiful woman he doeen’t seem to care even one percent . 

Flashback of their memories together made Jeonghan sure about the man’s uality . 

“ It’s fine if you don’t share the same feeling , I was just going crazy ..but don’t mind me now , let’s sleep .” Seungcheol said out when he noticed that Jeonghan keeping distance between them causing an awkward atmosphere .

“ Come here and sleep I won’t do anything , we need to be warm like yesterday .” He said out gently , saw Jeonghan coming hesitantly and laid next to him on bed cheol made of leafs and some stuff on woods . 

He embraced that fragile body while the winter padding around them like yesterday , jeonghan’s heart beating so fast , he shut his eyes and nuzzled his on the man’s neck .

He’s not sure anymore ...

Everything feels so confusing ...

They slept somehow after thinking and staying in each other’s warmth , woke up next morning to the sun’s ray shinning inside the cave , Seungcheol sit up and rubbed his eyes , glanced over to the sleeping cutie before he bite his lips remembering yesterday . 

Let out a sigh.

” I’m such a ..”

He gets up , went to pee under the tree out the cave while Jeonghan slowly waking up , sit up and looked at Seungcheol’s empty spot , flushed eventually . 

“ H-he wasn’t joking ..” 

He was serious . 

He gets to wanted to pee too but his twisted feet made him limp and wince when he step on it so cheol en