A/n: Just dropping by... to make sure you know I am still alive. Sooo Hi lovelieees~ It's a small chapter. I hope I get enough time to write more! Please enjoy, yeah?? 

After what Jimin told him, Taehyung took a decision. To love the man, no matter how hard, how painful it becomes. Well, he always wanted to do that but he wasn't confident, he was scared, afraid of being pushed away, to be rejected. Or, worse. To be hated. But he can't continue being a coward, not when he has hurt Jungkook so much. He will cherish and love Jungkook more, even if he hates me, he will try not to care. He was at fault, he always knew that, but his fear took over. Right now though, he is determined to make it right. Of course, his feelings would hurt, would become unbearable, loving Jungkook was never easy. But he would suffer, gladly.

“J-jungkook?” Taehyung knocked, calling out his name. The man had his own cabin. Taehyung was proud and a little surprised.

“Yeah?” he answered, the door was open. Taehyung peeked in and saw him checking files. He is more capable and useful than the mess he was. Huh.

“I-ah-Jaebum hyung asked me to make you eat for lunch” he looked up, a void expression on his face.

“Not hungry” came the dry reply.

“W-come on don’t be like this” Taehyung came inside, still wasn’t sure if he was welcome here, if he should sit or do something. Jungkook still scares him. 

“I said I am not hungry” he growled, oh my gosh. A dilemma between getting turn on or getting the hell out of here. And yet he was stuck to the floor, frozen. His heart was beating loudly, gathering up every ounce of courage he had in himself, he said again.

“I-its just burger and s-sandwiches, y-you should e-eat-” Taehyung stopped speaking when Jungkook suddenly got up from his chair, his stare sharp and cold, he slammed the chair behind as he strode towards him. Now Taehyung was scared less. He tried to stay where he was, trying to not get scared, or at least pretend but Jungkook was stalking towards him like some predator and as soon as he was close Taehyung couldn’t help but move backward. He had a very dangerous aura.

“Are you deaf? When I say I won’t. I won't” Never a voice terrified him the way Jungkook's did. It was- it was ruthless. Jungkook continued moving towards Taehyung until the older man stumbled on the sofa, tripping and falling on it. Jungkook sneered at him, trapping him with his sinister gaze.

“O-o-okay” He knew one more defiance and Jungkook might actually hurt him, or say something that will wound him. and it will lead to a much much awful result. Jungkook didn’t move an inch so Taehyung decided to push him (an honest to god bad decision, he at deciding), placing both of his hands on Jungkook's toned chest. Taehyung wanted to get out of here. He thought, he wished, but he was weak, his heart cannot take it. It hurts so much that