Night came and for the first time since she was admitted, she was left alone in the room. It was supposed to be JiU staying with her tonight but she had to rush back to the company from a sudden call so Dami was left alone.

"You need me to call someone over while I'm away?" JiU asked

"I'm not a kid unnie, I'm alright on my own" Dami retorted 

"You are always a kid in my eyes, I will be back. Don't do anything stupid while I'm away" JiU said as she stood up

"Ne Unnie, now run along" Dami laughed

Being alone in the room gave her time to think. There are many things going through her mind right now and it's causing her a headache.

'Family'

'Dreamcatcher'

'Her members'

'Insomnias'

'The Cancer'

'Her life'

Tears slowly fell as her life flashes in her mind.

"What if I just run away now?" Dami whispered to herself "Will things be easier?"

Is she selfish? Everything was going well but stopped because of her... The momentum of the group will be gone if they continued to rest... What will happen to her members if the group really fails because of her... What will happen to their fans... Will she be a disgrace like what her parents said?

Her parents...

They should have seen the news of her, why there is no concern from them? Yes. She hates them but at the same time... She missed them

"What if... I just end everything now?" Dami whispered again "Will everything goes back on track?"

Her members won't have to wait for her anymore and continue on... Insomnias will be supporting them, won't they? I won't be a disgrace anymore, won't I?

"But I promised unnie..." Dami whispered again

Dami is having her own internal struggles now. This is one of the reasons why her members never left her alone in the room, having a history of slight depression and suicidal thoughts before gives her a higher chance to overthink. Her current situation wi