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I finished the epilogue and posted it in a rush last week, so I haven't had time to leave some thoughts. Now I finally have some spare time to do so. 

 

When I finished this story last year, I've left a lot of unanswered questions in you guys. Many of you have asked, and many of you have found your own answers.

For me, there's only one question still bothering me after I've finished the final chapter. There is one question that cannot be ignored, one question must be brought up at least once in our life: 

"Are you still alone?" 

There will be a day Yongsun has to face this question, and how she will deal with this question - it was left in the dark before. But now after a year, I suddenly feel there is a need to make it clear.

It's also the same as how Yongsun feels. She also knows that she needs to face that question one day, and the only answer that can satisfy that question is "I have a lover."

 

This epilogue may not be the one you guys were expecting, but it's what is likely to happen in real life for unrequited love.

There is a saying: "It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone." 

Angsty is not always required death or blood, villains or betrayers. Even when we all live in the right way, treating each other well, angsty still exists. And that how life goes on.  

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moonbyulyissolar
#1
Chapter 9: I tell myself that I re-read this for "fun" knowing it is not fun at all ... With that said, this is top-tier angst. Love .. it's beautiful. It doesn't always turn out the way we dream it would. But that doesn't mean it isn't there. That it isn't real. Sometimes, all we can do is to love genuinely. Maybe not loudly. Maybe not even truthfully. All we can do is love.

Honestly, I was pushed into tears every moment of reading this. Partly because (without the intention to assume any of the women's ualities, etcetra) I recognize how close to reality this could be. Indeed, Byul loves her family so much. Her dream is to build them a house, how nice is that? Yongsun is the same. They're filial daughters, good people, and great at being there for each other. As a fan, I think I would truly shed tears on the day they begin life as wives or mothers. But it would also be so beautiful to be able to see them share their great selves with their chosen people. We can only hope only happier days will greet them from now on.

Great work! I absolutely loved it, and this is one of those pieces that I think I couldn't ever forget about. It was amazing.
silentLisaa #2
Chapter 10: Never have i imagined that that question hits very hard to me. “Are u still alone?”



Im so sad tonight author-nim. I want to pour all my love to yongsun TT TT
FluffyAvenger
#3
Chapter 9: This makes my heart clenched and my tear ducts work too hard. I feel like i got hit with a truck of emotions and I can't stop thinking how this is so beautifully written. I feel like I'm in step with Yongsun in each step of her way. Also, really love the quote you put because it made me put my life in perspective and how I should not forget the things I have in present and regret it later on. Thank you for your hard work and I hope to see more! Now I'm going to read the rest of your stories :DD
SonChae_25 #4
Chapter 7: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢 life it's si cruel..but at least yong still there
arewads #5
Chapter 10: i love this, most of the unrequited love stories i have read usually had moonbyul as the one longing for yongsun, so this is very new to me
jaji6422 #6
Chapter 10: this story is the realest 😔
kiwi_t51
#7
Chapter 10: I will find you


and I will


cry in you chest
this is so sad alexa play despasito.
MoonSun_22 #8
Chapter 10: I was not going to read this because honestly angst stories are written so well, but they always make me cry a river so I try to avoid them as much as possible until I can't anymore. I also feel like I can relate to this because after breaking up with my ex I wondered "what would have happened if we did something different" or just things like that, and just look back at the memories we shared together. Now this story has given me a different look in live and that even though she was my first love, I will never be able to forget about her so I might as well cheshire those moments because they will never go away.
geekko #9
Chapter 10: Yup, totally true. The only way to move on is to completely cut all of it but that’s too going to be hurt. People say time will heal the pain but honestly it was because of you are getting use to it, the pain becomes less noticeable.