She's my girlfriend 

Those words keeps on ringing in my head.Here I am now running away from them on the pretexts of going to meet his homeroom teacher. I can't bear it anymore, my heart hurt. 
Kookie, the first man I want to confess my feelings to, turn out to be my friend's boyfriend. Sitting in my favorite spot with tears in my eyes.

"I love him so much, I love him so much. It hurts"

TRINGGG

My phone ring and Chim name appear.

"Taeeeee,where are you?We have PE class now"

"I'm coming Chim"

I don't want to sit for class anymore, but I want to avoid any unnecessary questions from my hyungs and Chim.

I saw Ara and Jungkook laughing happily. I've never seen him looks more happy. My heart hurt but what can I do, he'll never be mine matter how much I tried. 

"Earth to Tae"

"Chim"

"What happen Tae?you look lost"

Really I can't stop thinking. Chim and my situation are almost the same, why not ask his opinion.

"Chim can I ask you something?"

"Sure"

"What will you do if you find out that Yoongi like someone else?"

I ask Jimin but regret immediately when I saw tears already started to form in his eyes.

"Really Tae?Its that true Yoongi rejected me because of someone?"

"No no Chim , it's true he does not have anyone now. He's always been single throughout his life. I'm just saying, what if"

I can see Jimin sigh in relief. 

"Well in my case, I love Yoongi so much, that I'm willing to fight with anyone for his heart. I will get not give up easily Tae. I'll wait for him. Just hope I'll not regret later."

I couldn't sleep at all whole night. I wish I can be like Jimin. But my love rival is someone I can't fight. I don't want  to put more burden. Ara went through  a lot after her mother passed away. It will be unfair for her if I comes between them and moreover Jungkook look more happy together.

I've already decided that I'll forget Jungkook Jungkook from today and see him only as my senior and Ara boyfriend.