She's on top of the world.

I looked at her singing dancing her lines and how the fans screamed and shouted like there's no tomorrow. They liked her. No, it was an understatement. The fans were totally captivated-- they loved her.

Maybe it was not the first time that they appreciated Jeongyeonnie, but the reaction to the Yes or Yes MV and song was overwhelming. It's like, it shot her to instant stardom. And she deserves that. She's been working so hard for the past three years and then, her moment to shine arrived.

And I couldn't be any prouder.

The song came to an end and fans went crazy. With a bow, we thanked our fans and said goodbye.

We had a hectic yet very amazing week. In just a week, the YouTube views for the MV reached a 50M views. We achieved a Perfect All-Kill with the single #1 in all music charts. We have to do tons of interview, variety shows and promotions.

These are the things that I have dreamed of.

And I am happy. Really.

But why am I feeling this?

That in a tiny corner of my heart I feel hurt.

She used to search me among the crowd and pull my hand.

She used to put her arms around me, making me feel secure amongst the throng of people around.

She used to look for me and just smile across the room.

She used to be always there by my side and she always chose me.

But now, it felt very different.

We are in the same room but it's like we're miles apart.

What is happening to us, Jeongyeonnie?