the soft and the delirious

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twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: alright everyone, buckle up, this is going to be an emotional rollercoaster!

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana anyways, i was lying in bed the other night. it was well into the morning, but i couldn’t sleep. no matter how much i tried, no matter how much i lamented about how tired i was earlier, i couldn’t sleep. it was frustrating.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana and then life really started sinking in for me. i was tired, so tired. school & work have really been taking their toll on me. i have fun, ofc i have fun, but it seemed like the exhaustion piled on in heaps while the moments of fun could only chip away at it bit by little bit.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana at some point i did force myself to get up, though. so i went to the kitchen and got some leftovers. it didn’t hit me until i was eating it where the leftovers came from. and then the movie night twoteen squad had together came flooding back to me.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana that night was so much fun! it felt like the most fun i had recently, and that thought made me start tearing up. and then i started thinking about how much i genuinely love twoteen squad so much, and i started crying into my jjajangmyeon.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana the tears do not add extra flavor, by the way. what’s the point in them being salty if they don’t add any extra saltiness to my food? but i digress…

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana ummm where was i? oh, yeah. little sana who was looking for a bright future in kr. would’ve never expected this to be it, but i’m sure she’d thank you all if she knew how amazing all of you were!! actually...little sana could thank you all right now.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana thank you to all of my very best friends in twoteen squad for existing. every single one of you. even nabongs, hannie, and soonyoungie who keep talking about cheol’s oppa’s . i love you all. you make the exhaustion go away tenfold!

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @shibasana honestly, i feel like i could do a whole other thread abt how much i love each and every one of you and why!! but i’ll keep the tl from getting too soft for now!! love you guys, forever and ever. let’s keep making memories and become the most iconic squad!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

 

 

#twoteensquad gma @imnabongs: and if i cried because of sana, who’s gonna check me? NOBODY.

            #twoteensquad gpa @berryhannie: @imnabongs i think we ALL cried because of sana

            #twoteensquad gma @imnabongs: @berryhannie uwu you twinned with me uwu

            #twoteensquad gpa @berryhannie: @imnabongs i felt it was my duty. or else everyone would’ve clowned me and distracted from loving sana.

                        twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @imnabongs @berryhannie i love you two old goofballs. your twinning is super cute too!

                        #twoteensquad gma @imnabongs: AND IF I CRIED AGAIN, WHO’S GONNA CHECK ME? N-NOBODY. ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

                        #twoteensquad gpa @berryhannie: M-MOOD ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;


 

TWOTEEN SHOOTERS @wifi_kwon: SANA LOVING HOURS: [OPEN]

            sana shooters @wifi_jeon: @wifi_kwon you amateur. sana loving hours should always be open.

            TWOTEEN SHOOTERS @wifi_kwon: @wifi_jeon you’re right, i am a FOOL

                        twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @wifi_kwon @wifi_jeon LOVING SOONWOO HOURS ARE ALWAYS OPEN TOO UWU

                        TWOTEEN SHOOTERS @wifi_kwon: @shibasana YOU HAVE MY WHOLE HEART MY HAMZZI TWIN

                        sana shooters @wifi_jeon: @shibasana no sana, no life


 

sana for president @diehyun: y’all ever randomly can’t see, be confused as hell, then realize that ur crying? :/

            if you’re not sana: perish @channeltzuyu99: no. never.

            SANA IS THE ONLY HUMAN EVER @chaengeup: @diehyun JUST SAY UR CRYING AND GO


 

sana’s sollie ♡ @cest_la_VERN: @shibasana has the most love to give in this world. it’s impossible to feel lonely or unloved with her as your friend, which is why i’m so grateful for her too. thank you for existing and always being that cool big sister i can lean on. love you ♡

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @cest_la_VERN kjfldls MY FAVORITE BABY BRO!!! ILYSM SOLLIE POLLIE OLLIE ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡


 

#twoteensquad michael chanson @thegreatest_dino: i was having a great day today. felt good, felt confident. then i read @shibasana’s thread. you think you know what confidence and a good day is, but you really don’t. you can only achieve this higher level of living through sana’s love and sana’s love only. #justfaxnoprinter

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: jfkldjsl CHANNIE I’M GLAD YOU HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY ILY


 

sana shooter only @imthe_booss: i cried in the middle of lecture. was going to have a pop quiz, but i think my prof. mistook my incoherent mess as a friend passing away so we didn’t have the pop quiz. @shibasana i love you, but that’s unrelated to how my class went. pop quiz or not, you WILL receive my heart.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @imthe_booss: i freaking RULE!!!!!!! TELL UR CLASS TO PAY ME KWANNIE

            sana shooter only @imthe_booss: ur literally the only person ever, ilysm


 

twoteen squad dad @scoups_detat: me fighting life for making sana exhausted

            sana’s little peach @M0M0R1NG_: @scoups_detat i’ll join you dad!

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @scoups_detat @M0M0R1NG_ PLEASE FJKLDSJL


 

currently: not suffering bc of sana @leejihoom: @shibasana has a point tho. our friend group is literally the one thing that definitely makes me happy without fail. as much as i fake complain, i’d really be lost w/o our squad. love you guys.

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @leejihoom HOOMIE UR THE ABSOLUTE CUTEST JFKDLJKLFD LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK

            currently: not suffering bc of sana @leejihoom: @shibasana right back @ ya ♡


 

maybe i love my squad @whereareyoojeong: first sana and then jihoon. we’re all too soft rn. not acting like ourselves….the soft and the delirious.

            twoteen squad puppy @puppy9yu: @whereareyoojeong 2 soft 2 delirious

            2teen @haos8finity: @whereareyoojeong the soft and the delirious: osaka drift

            maybe i love my squad @whereareyoojeong: @whereareyoojeong soft & delirious

            misana ♡ @headshotmi_nari: @whereareyoojeong soft twoteen

            twoteen squad puppy @puppy9yu: @whereareyoojeong soft & delirious 22

            2teen @haos8finity: @whereareyoojeong delirious twoty two (lmao)

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @whereareyoojeong the fate of the delirious (TWOTY TWO I HAVE TO SCREAM)


 

sahyo ♡ 2teen’s mom @lovely_hyo: @shibasana if you ever start feeling like that again, you know you can always slip into my bed. i’m your cuddle buddy forever remember? love you sana, and every day we spend together i always thank younger you for seeking out a brighter future here in s.kr ♡

            twoteen squad ilu ♡ @shibasana: @lovely_hyo: i’m all soft & mushy ;;;; i’m gonna cuddle you to my hearts content every night!! (not saying i feel like that every night, i just really wanna cuddle you uwu)

            sahyo ♡ 2teen’s mom @lovely_hyo: @shibasana i’m looking forward to it angel 
 

 

 

SANA THE LOML #TWOTEENSQUAD @junsN0W: @shibasana I JUST GOT OUT OF CLASS, I MISSED ALL OF THE SOFTNESS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME I LOVE

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cailovesyuo #1
Chapter 5: honestly reading thru all this bs is so GOOD and it makes me want SOME MORE PLS. all this nonsense in one fic good lord. #BTAGSFORLIFE