Usually, once I step into our home I would have this awful miserable feeling in my chest that would make me hesitate to even enter, but now, sitting here in the car with girls, laughing so hard that it became too hard to breathe and be still gave me a feeling of happiness and excitement to go home and spend the rest of the night with them. I wipe a tear off my cheek and giggle,

"I still can't believe that the holy chipmunk almost went off on the mighty YG," Chae blushes in embarrassment and kicks the back of my chair playfully,

"Shut up! He was being a real jerk," We all erupt in a fit of laughter, remembering her squishy cheeks puffing out in anger, it was absolutely adorable. It's hard taking an angry chipmunk seriously. Chae shakes her and chuckles,

"It wasn't just me though! Jennie Unnie was about to call him an !" I turn to my side and begin to laugh at the sight of Jennie smirking, as if she was some what proud of her actions.

"Yup! and I regret nothing!" She says. I stare at her side view, smiling softly. I haven't seen this side of Jennie in a long time and I was loving it, sassy Jennie is a y Jennie. Feeling my stares, she turns to me and smiles brightly at me, causing my erted thoughts to dissapear instantly. I look away shyly, feeling my heart race at her brightness. I feel my cheeks heat up at my unholy thoughts before, feeling embarrassed. I begin to blush even more at the sound of all their teasing laughters. From the front seat, Jisoo reaches over and pinches my cheeks tightly, causing me to wince in pain,

"Awww look who's blushing now?" She teases. I slap her hands away and begin to rub my cheeks, trying to ease the pain,

"Yah!" I yell out causing her to laugh even louder. I quickly glance at Jennie and see her looking down, smiling softly to herself. I smile wildly at the sight,

'Cute,'

But I was soon distracted from my thoughts when I begin to feel a pair of eyes on me. I quickly look up and see our manager smirking knowingly towards me through the rear view mirror, causing my cheeks to redden slightly. He teasingly sends me a wink, causing me to instantly kick the back of his chair. My action catches Jisoo's attention making her turn her head to face me. She quickly laughs at my embarrassed features,

"Yah! Why are you blushing again?" I look away from them right away, covering my cheeks with my hands,

"Aish, shut up!" I mumble out, causing everyone to, once again, laugh at my blushing cheeks. The van was filled with laughter, happiness and love. And I refuse to forget these wonderfull moments.

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Arriving back home Jennie and I went straight to our bedrooms to pack, and the first time in a long time my door wasn't locked. It was left wide open to welcome the sound of anything that is light and pleasant. I smile wide as my heart begins to swell in happiness, I was enjoying the sound of the bickering duo, they were arguing over the mangos again,

"They were MY mangos! MINE!" Chae yells causing Jisoo to groan in annoyance,

"I'm saving your life!" Chae gasps in disbelief,

"Trust me, it's not gonna be my life thats gonna need saving!" Chae threatens. I shake my head laughing softly at their crazy antics.

As I was packing, my mind begins to drift off to a certain brunette with piercing cat eyes. She was so determined to come to Thailand with me, I wonder why? The thought of us being alone together in Thailand causes my heart to beat nervously. It won't be like our last Thailand trip where there was no hidden feelings, it was just two best friends enjoying vacation together having little to no worries at all. But, like I said before, things have changed, feelings have changed. Was I excited? Yes. Was I aboely and utterly scared? Without a doubt.

'Alone for a week? Can you actually do this Lisa? Can you actually control your feelings, knowing that it'll just be you and her?' I ask myself. I quickly shake off the dirty thoughts that were trying to enter my mind, blushing slightly. But the main question that keeps repeating in my mind is,

'Why?'

Why did she want to go to Thailand with me? She was so determined. Feeling strongly curious, I begin to pause on my packing and begin to walk towards Jennie's door, needing answers. I stand infront of her door, feeling slightly terrified. I wasn't terrified of her answer, I was terrified that I would see her cold eyes again. Things may be normal but I can't help but have that fear of her shutting me out again. I take in a deep breath and force myself to lightly knock on her door. I sigh in relief hearing a faint 'Come in' coming from the other side of the door. Slowly opening her door, I peek my head in to see her back facing me. Hearing her door open, she turns her head towards me and stops folding her clothes. I feel my world go bright as she begins to smile. Seeing her gummy smile never fails to make my heart skip a beat. It made me feel as if there was nobody else in this world,