"Are you ing kidding me?!"

I flinch at the sound of Jennies angry tone. I had just finished explaining everything to them, not leaving any details out. I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding, feeling somewhat at ease. I didn't know that having all these pent up emotions would cause me to spiral out of control. It was as if the weight has finally been removed from my shoulders and I felt,

Better.

"Calm down Jennie," Jisoo carefully tries to soothe the angry kitten, aka, Jennie. Jennie abruptly stands up, fuming with anger,

"No! Why does he have to be such an ?" I try to suppress a smile, seeing her pace around the living room, muttering angrily to herself. I know this is suppose to be a serious moment, but I just can't help but feel happy that everything is slowly going back to normal, well, besides the fact that I'm still completely and utterly in love with her. They weren't mad at me, they were mad for me, and I'm really grateful for them. Jennie quickly turns to us,

"He has no right! Ugh! I can just kill him! We have to do something!" I bite the inside of my cheek, trying to stifle a laugh.

'Angry Jennie is a cute Jennie.' I thought to myself. Jisoo sighs dramatically,

"I know we do, but first we have to calm down and think this through," Jisoo calmly says, slowly getting irritated by Jennies rapid movements. She couldn't think straight with Jennie pacing around the room like that, hell, I couldn't even think straight. Jennie ignores Jisoo and continues to rant angrily,

"Who does he think he is?! The king of Picchu Machu?" Chae smiles slightly and replies,

"It's Machu Picchu Jen," With blushing cheeks, Jennie rolls her eyes and throws her arms in the air,

"Same difference!" Jennie dramatically replies causing us to slightly chuckle at her angry state. Failing to console the crazy Jennie, Jisoo sighs deeply and quickly looks at me with pleading eyes and mouths,

'Help me' I furrow my eyebrows and mouth back,

'Why me?' She rolls her eyes and motions me to do it. I groan slightly, knowing I have to obey the Unnie and begin to walk towards the fuming kitten,

"Jen, It's okay," I gently say while softly grabbing her arm and making her face me. She furiously shakes her head and pushed my hand off her arm,

"No it's not! You don't deserve this Lisa! You've been through so much by yourself!" I feel my heart ache seeing her eyes becoming teary,

"None of this would've happened if I was there for you! If I wasn't such a to you, you wouldn't have forced yourself to go through this alone! It's all my fault, I'm so sorry," I quickly grab her face and force her to look me in the eyes,

"Don't you dare blame yourself, it was my choice to keep this from you girls. Sure, yeah I was hurt that you were avoiding me but I'm okay now knowing that you're here with me, okay? So stop crying. I forgive you." I softly say. I gently wipe a tear from her face that suddenly escaped her cat like eyes. I continue,

"So stop blaming yourself, okay?" I turn my gaze to Jisoo and Chae,

"Same goes for the both of you, I don't want to see or hear you guys blaming yourself okay?" I scold, causing them to slightly chuckle and nod. I turn my gaze back Jennie,

"Okay?" I ask, she hesitates but slowly nods. I smile wide and lean in to kiss her cheeks repeatedly, causing her to laugh and groan in annoyance,

"Lili stop," My heart swells, just hearing her call me the nickname only she can call me. She refused to let the others call me that cause I was 'her Lili,' and I didn't mind because she was my Nini. She playfully pushes me away and covers her blushing cheeks with her hands, I feel my smile grow wider,

"Aww is my nini blushing?" She turns around quickly, hiding her face,

"No," she cutely says. I chuckle and wrap my arms around her waist from behind, I feel her gasp and slowly soften in my embrace. I rest my chin on her shoulder and whisper,

"I missed you," I turn my gaze slightly to her face and begin to feel my heart race at the sight of her gummy smile. I feel my cheeks begin to heat up as she turns her face towards mine, not minding the close proximity. I gulp nervously, feeling her warm, minty breath hit my lips as she whispers back,

"I missed you too," Her breath hitches as my eyes flicker to her parted lips. I gaze back into her eyes to see her gazing into my lips. Before I can do anything else, the sound of Jisoo obnoxiously clearing catches our attention. We both quickly turn our heads to them and blush deeply,

"Not trying to ruin your moment or anything but I think we should start planning, no?" Jisoo says, smirking. Chae snickers lightly at our red faces. I groan in embarrassment and place my head in the crook of Jennies neck, trying to hide my blushing face. I feel Jennie place her soft hands on top of my hands causing my heart to beat wildly against my ches