'Something doesn't feel right.'

Slowly fluttering my eyes open, I instantly wince in pain feeling the bright sunlight hit my eyes, causing me to feel a throbbing pain in my head. I slowly sit up, groaning as the pain in my head increases due to the alcohol from last night. I place my head in my hands,

"Oh ," I mutter to myself, slowly regretting my choice of the amount of drinks I had last night. I look at the time and widen my eyes slightly.

2:42 PM

'I slept for that long?'

I close my eyes, trying to remember what happened last night. Generally, I would wake up in another womans bed covered in multiple hickeys. So basically, I felt relieved to be in safe in my own home. But the flicker of a piercing brown cat like eyes and light pink plump lips appears into my mind, causing the memories of last night to surface into my mind. Recalling my actions towards Jennie from last night causes my cheeks to heat up, slightly embarrased and shocked by my boldness. 

'.' I thought to myself, mentally face palming myself, irritated by my drunken state. 

Slowly becoming aware of the silence in the house causes me to be removed from my thoughts. I furrow my eyesbrows in confusion, wondering why the silence was so intense. Usually, at this time of day, I would hear Jisoo and Chae bickering over something unimportant with Jennie scolding them to shut up. I wince in pain as the pounding in my head increases, bringing me away from my confusing thoughts. Needing pain reliever, I groggily hop off my bed and begin to exit my bedroom.

I enter the kitchen lazily, ignoring the presence of my roommates like I have been doing for these past 2 weeks. With the awful pain in my head, I haven't realized the silence of my roomates. I walk towards the cabinet and grab a glass and begun to add water in it. After grabbing the pian reliever I begin to make my way out of the kitchen, but the sudden tension in the room and their burning gazes on my back causes me to stop in my place. I slowly turn my gaze at them to see them sitting at the kitchen table staring sadly at me. I couldn't comprehend the meaning of their stares,

'Was it pity?' I thought to myself. I clench my fist slightly, hoping that I was mistaken adn that they weren't staring at me with the look of sympathy. I patiently continue to stare back at them, waiting for them to say anything to end this silence. After a few minutes of silence I begin to grow even more confused and slightly irritated. Losing my patience, I roll my eyes,

"What did I do now?" I lazily ask. My eyes suddenly widen at the sound of Chaeyoung sniffing sadly, I quickly avert my eyes towards her to see her quickly and silently wiping a tear away. I feel my heart beat nervously,

'Oh God, it can't be,' I nervously think to myself, feeling my knees  begin to tremble slightly.

"What?" I nervously ask, hoping and praying that it wasn't what I think it is. I gulp when Jisoo suddenly closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.

"Why didn't you tell us?" She calmly ask. I glance at her hands to see them clenched.

'Please, no'

"W..What do y..you mean?" I nervously stutter out, fear taking over my body. Jisoo opens her eyes and silently turns her gaze to Jennie. I slowly follow her gaze and instantly feel my heart drop. Jennie was holding my phone in her hands, avoiding my eyes.

'No.'

A flicker of last night appears in my head, reminding me that I was completely drunk and forgot to grab my phone on the floor in the hallway. What made the situation worse was that it was  alone with Jennie.

'I completely forgot to grab my phone!' I mentally face palm my face, feeling anger towards my drunk, forgetful self. Irritation towards myself increases as I begin to realize the situation could've been avoided if I paced myself with the alcohol I consumed last night.

'No, no, no, no.' I instantly feel my breathing become heavier,

"This can't be happening," I whisper to myself. I feel my vision slowly becoming blurry, due to my tears that were forcing it's way out of my eyes. My heart was pounding wildly against my chest that it felt like it was going to burst in any minute. Feeling slightly dizzy, I clench my eyes tights, wishing that I can disappear from this cruel reality, away from these worried eyes of my band members.

"Your mom called and told us everything, why didn't you tell us?" Jisoo asks. I open my eyes to see her staring sadly at me. I begin to scan all their faces and grit my teeth in anger,

'Stop it, don't look at me like that!'

Feeling my knees weaken slightly, I begin to stumble back. I lean against the counter behind me, trying to steady my trembling body. I quickly lift my gaze up, seeing all of them rushing towards me. I lift my hand up, motioning for them to stop.

"Don't," I lower my head and cringe at the sound of my weak voice. They instantly stop moving and sigh sadly desperately wanting to heal my broken