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I miss you.

I've never missed you more than I do now.

But that's the thing. I don't know if I miss you, or the me that was here while you were still here.

I miss the carefree attitude. 

I miss my happy life.

I'm satisfied now, where I am in life. 

But happy?

That's something I haven't felt in a long time.

Laughing freely with someone, spending days on the beach, in the park, in a car, or on a couch laughing freely with someone. 

I miss this me. 

Why hasn't anything in my life gone right since you/ve left?

The part of me that feels, the part of me that's filled with wonder and excitement, and life. The child innocence is gone. 

I miss you

To say I don't think about you every day would be an understatement. 

Why is that, you someone who I've never met, made so much more of an impact on my life than my actual relatives?

I think think that's the weirdest part.

And the saddest part.

You mean so much more to me than I ever realized. How often you, or kpop came to my mind. How often I'd have little thoughts like,

"Oh, that dong's like yours."

"Oh, the moon, it's like you"

"Oh, I love your vocals in this part"

But now, it just brings me a bit of melancholy.

I love you, I miss you.

You're always in my heart, my sun and moon. 

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Taken from my journal entry. I thought this one should also be on here because it reflects heavily from him. It's an online journal app. It's called Luna Diary. It's a moon based journal entry app and I thought it was very fitting.