Dear You,

Wow, It’s been so long. A reaction video was posted about them reacting to your song, “Lock You Down.” I was surprised. The reactions were so genuine, and they all complimented you. These reactions are what I wish you could’ve known. That you were so appreciated, and so loved.

Anyways, I went down the spiral of watching funny moments of SHINee. It was weird, I see you there and I’m okay with it.

I miss you so much, but when I see these videos now, I’m happy. It brings me tears of joy, and not sadness.

Apart of me lost something the day you died, but I know I have to be strong now. I love you so much.

You did well Jonghyun.