Chapter 15
I want you to knowRecap:
"I c-can't...being with me won't bring her happiness when all I do is leaving her for my own future."
Eunha sighs then stands up from the spot she's been sitting. "Tomorrow morning."
Yuju looks up to her to see the stern face of the older girl staring straight to her face.
"Yes unnie. I will."
Yerin POV
Why?
Is the first thing that crossed my mind as soon as I wake up.
A pressure rises in my chest, my air blocked with a heave, tears pooling in my eyes. A girl came into my mind, the only one who could make me feel this way....
Choi Yuna.....
I regret everything after I realized that the one I really want is her. I regret the time that I spent with that bastard, I regret the time I ignored her at the university. I regret not going out with her, heck I didn't even had a thought to invite her. I regret every single thing...
Maybe she didn't even like me from the first place...
I feel Umji and SinB shuffling on the mattress beside me.
"Unnie....you awake?" Umji sits up and rubs her sleep off from her eyes.
SinB rolls back to her side, avoiding the sunlight from the window and tries to get more sleep. She didn't fail to mumble some brutal curses to the sun.
"Are you okay?" She is looking at me with worries laced in her eyes.
"Yeah..." I choked out my reply to Umji.
The younger girl just stare at me, obviously not believing what I just said.
"I-I am going to the bathroom. You can use the bathroom down the hallway if you want." I fumbled with my sheets and walked to the bathroom.
I faintly heard Umji sighing. She probably doesn't want her unnies to be like this when they are back to Korea.
I splashed some water on my face to refresh my mind. The mirror reflects a girl with a red puffy eye.
Sigh...
I don't know how many hours I spent in the bathroom, lost in my thoughts under the shower. I don't want to go out there and see Yuju. I don't want to feel that tight clench onto my heart.
Eventually, I forced myself to get ready. Umji and SinB didn't come back to Korea just to see her unnies sad.
This is all my fault, if I had ignore my feelings, this won't happen. I should apologize to the girls. I should fix this. This might be the best solution for both me and her.
I walked out of my room, I heard the girls making breakfast in the kitchen, even SinB is there with her bed head. The cat is trying to sneak some food that Sowon is making from the pan.
"Oh Miss Jung Yerin, come eat your pancakes before they get cold." Sowon called out from the kitchen after peeking who is walking in.
She continued, "Don't worry about your attendance. I already phoned your university for your leave of absense."
Oh, I forgot that I have class today...I mumbled a small 'Thank you' to her and continue to the dining area.
My eyes travelled to the kitchen table and found her. Her eyes are red and puffy like mine. I can s
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