SEUNGWAN

After about five minutes, Chanyeol and I are still engulfed in a hug. No one saying a word, maybe we are both savoring this moment.  I am so happy. Seulgi was right after all. Chanyeol likes me too.

He likes me too.

“I hate to ruin the moment but don’t we have a dinner reservation to catch?” I ask, Chanyeol still hugging me.

“5 minutes more.” He answered. “I am so happy right now, Seungwan. You make me so happy.”

You make me so happy!

PRESENT

“Seungwan.”

Chanyeol called me softly. I don’t think anybody noticed. The fans were busy getting the other member’s attention. The others trying to pass the baricade. Nobody heard. We looked into each other eyes but I couldn’t read his.

Is he mad? Or sad? Longing?

Definitely not! He moved on without me. 

Stay calm! Oh god! Where is Seulgi? Maybe I should go home. I’m not ready for this! I hate Baekhyun for bringing me into this position!

Obviously, I am still not okay. Four years passed yet he still affects me. I looked away and did what I think was right, turn back