06.09.2018
Dear My DarlingsDate: 31st May 2018
Chapter: 7
Title: 06.09.2018
Notes: i had so much time last night to give a double update but yay for efficiency.
Credit: < a tori creation >
Dear my darlings,
I don't know what's worse: dealing with the drama about you or you not existing.
I refuse to believe that you don't exist. You could be out there. Just not as who I know you to be. But there's also the chance that you're not here. It pains me to know that in this world, the people I look up to might not be here. There are so many possibilities that it hurts my head. It sometimes led me to sleep less because of all these thoughts. Sometimes I could barely concentrate well in school with you running in my head all day.
But I still hope though. That you are here. And I hope I can find you. Only then will my head and heart calm down.
With all my heart,
Maya
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