Love is Hard….

Let's Not Fall In Love

Yerim treat Jungkook’s wound, he is holding the pain while smiling. Smiling because it’s his first time looking at her this close, so he won’t close his eyes,
“Isn’t it hurt?,” she asked.
“Hmm, it’s hurt,” he said.
“Then why are you smiling like that?,” she is pointing at his lips.
“Because I’m happy,” then both of them keep silent, Yerim awkwardly putting the ointment on his wound without looking at his face, “hey, where are you going to put that ointment?,” he asked then grab her hand, she is looking at him,
“Sorry,” then putting on the right place, “it’s finished, you can go now,” then standing up.
“You won’t let me come in your room?,” he asked.
“Hmm, I won’t. you can go home now, your wound not that serious,” then leave him in the playground, he is looking at her back,
“Thank you,” he said.
While in Kim’s house, Yerim’s dad talk to Yerim’s mom, she’s looking down,
“Why you didn’t tell me anything about it. She come here without seeing me?, she should have say sorry to me, what she did to me really give a bad reputation to our company,” he is angry.
“What you are thinking now is only company, right?. She has the right to be happy on her own way, not your way. That day she told us that she won’t do it, but you got angry so she decided to act like they are in happy relationship, that’s the result of your own greed,” then she leave him, Donghyuk looking at them from second floor then sighing,
“Noona, come and explaine to him,” he said while typing message to his noona, then taking a deep sigh, “what will happen if they know that noona and Jungkook hyung already meet,” then back to his room.
Yerim’s dad then taking out his phone calling someone, he want that someone to looking for where Yerim live now. What kind of bussines that she’s running right now, and he want it fast.
She is about to closing her eyes, then her phone ringing, she is smiling knowng that her dongsaeng message him, after reading the message, she blanking out,
“I should go then,” she said then replying his text.
The next morning two bodyguard standing in front of Yerim’s store, inside the store Yerim sitting in front of old man, ah..her dad. She keep lowering her head,
“Who are they?,” he asked, Yerim looking at him with confusing look, “the one who invest in your store.”
“Brother in-law and one of my close sunbae,” she answer it right away then back to lowering her head again, “sorry dad, for not telling you when I first come, honestly I’m still afraid that you’ll get angry and out of control so I’m looking for the best time to come to you,” she explained to him.
“Do you have boyfriend now?,” he suddenly asked, Yerim bitting her lower lip, “answer it.”
“I don’t have dad,” she said, when her dad is about to telling her something, “but..for now I still want to live like this, I’m fine.”
“You always like that, you already living your life as you want for this past years, so now…do me a favor, after that I’ll help you to make this store bigger,” he said then leave her, she gives him a bow before goes back to her seat, Jieun runs to her after see that her dad already leave the store,
“Why he suddenly come?,” she asked, Yerim answer that with a shaking head, “if you want have a friend to talk, just talk to me, boss,” Yerim just smile to her advice.
“He comes, just like that…,” Yerim said then back to her work.
On her way after having lunch with Jieun, they walk side by side, Jieun looking at her,
“Where is your oppa?,” Jieun asked, it’s like teasing Yerim.
“He won’t come that often, after this we’ll spend more time together Jieun-ssi,” Yerim said then blinking her eyes, Jieun shocked after looking at her behavior. 
“What’s wrong with you boss?,” she asked, she just answer her with smile, “I don’t need that smile, what’s wrong?,” she want Yerim to give her the answer.
“He’ll still come, it’s the store where he invest his money. He’ll come as an investor and as my sunbae, nothing more than that,” then she is walking faster, Jieun understood what she said,
“So, that sunbae confessed to her but get rejected?, like that?,” then looking at Yerim’s back, “does Jungkook know about it?,” then she runs to Yerim, “boss, why you rejected him?,” she asked.
“We should stop talking about it, okay?,” then smiling to Jieun.
Jungkook and Junghwa family having lunch together, both of them sitting side by side. They all look so happy talking about bussines about their family, but that happiness suddenly become sadness or it’s madness when Junghwa start talking about the engagement party,
“We want to think about that engagement again, give us more time,” she said, Jungkook looking at her.
“Did something bad happen, honey?,” her mom asked, “do you want us to postpone the paty?.”
“Jeon Jungkook, is there something wrong?,” his dad asked, he look angry, “You did something bad to her?.”
Jungkook couldn’t say anything, just silently looking at his dad,
“Don’t staring at me like that, answer me,” he said.
“It’s just…,” when she is about to give them their reason, Jungkook standing,
“I’m sorry,” he said then bowing, “it’s because of me that she want to think about the engagement again, I know we shouldn’t do this, but we really need time to think about it again,” then bowing once again.
“To think about it once again?, then is there possibility to cancel that party?,” her father asked.
“Yes,” Junghwa who keep lowering her head since she start talking slowly looking at her dad, “there is possibility to cancel it,” then she is standing, “we are truly sorry for making all of you uncomfortable like this, but please..we need time,” she said, then suddenly her father standing and grabbing her hand, he pulls her then leave restaurant without saying good bye to them, her mom follow them from behind.
Jungkook’s dad still there staring at him, Jungkook now sitting,
“You really want to destroying your father, right?,” he asked, Jungkook shaking his head, “Last year, I’m starting to forget about what happen years ago, but now..you want to repeat it once again?. Should I ask your reason?, I think I know the reason,” he said, Jungkook looking at him, “I meet the reason days ago at bus stop,” Jungkook look shocked after heard that, his mom keep silent,
“What are you saying dad?,” he asked.
“She comeback to Korea and opening her shoes brand. Junghwa talk to me about it, it must be true that she is the reason behind it, right?,” he asked.
“Don’t ever making her live hard, dad. She isn’t the only reason, I have plently reasons why I need time to think about enggagment once again, so don’t blame her,” he said then leave the restaurant.
While in her store, Yerim looking at her design for Jungkook and Junghwa’s shoes for their engagement party, she look satisfied by her work,
“It’s pretty,” Jieun said, then looking at the entrance door when she heard the bell ringing, “hello,” she said then bowng, Yerim looking at her,
“Why?,” she asked, then looking at the one who come, it’s Jaehyun,
“Yerim-ah,” he called her.
“Ah, sunbae, you come?.”
“It’s sunbae again, can you just call me oppa?,” he asked, Yerim smiling.
“Want something to drink?,” Jieun asked.
“Just something cold,” then Jieun taking one of the beverage in refrigerator, 
“This is your drink,” then leave them to have talk.
“I punched him last night,” he said, “he deserved it,” Yerim looking at him, “he shouldn’t answer me like that when he know that I like you too,” Yerim doesn’t know what to say,
“Oppa, you never did that kind of thing eventhough you are angry, right?,” she asked.
“Then I must be really angry..then I must be really like you,” Yerim bitting her lower lip, she doesn’t know what to do anymore, “ahh..sorry for talking like that,” then drinking his beverage, “I just want to tell you, I’m still one of your investor, eventhough what happen last night really hard for me, I want be that childish. I jst want to say that so you want worry about it,” he said Yerim smiling to him.
“I’m so sorry oppa,” she said.
“I’m still angry, I think it’ll take long time to heal that,” then standing after drinking, “then I’ll leave now, bye,” then leave her like that.
Jungkook comes again to the playground near her house, he is waiting for her, he wantto talk something to her, about her meeting her dad. When she come, he decided to looking at her from far first then starting to walk slowly,
“Kim Yerim,” he called her, she know who is the one who called her then turning to face him.
“You keep coming, huh. You don’t afraid if your girlfriend caught you?,” she asked.
He is coming closer to her, then ask her, “did you meet dad?, did he said something bad to you?,” Yerim widening her eyes after heard his question,
“Hmm, I met him. It’s not really a bad things, he just warned me, don’t worry,” she said then she is turning her body, “you can leave now,” she said but then he pulls her then hugging her, Yerim shocked with his sudden behavior, she want him to released her from the hug but he tighten his hug, “just for minutes Yerim-ah,” he begged.
“Hey, did something bad happen?.”
“In the future, it’ll be worst then this, so I want you to give me strength,” then smiling, he released her from the hug, “thank you..but I think after this I’ll come often, I’ll go now, Yerim-ah,” he said then leave her. She is looking at his back,
“Is it really hard for you?.”
Love is really hard, for me..for you, for him and for her…
What’ll be our decision in the future, it’ll make one of us hurt…

 

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imanQistina #1
Chapter 15: poor jaehyun sunbae....but poor jungkook also....but jieun working at yerim shop sure shee got other motive right?
zeeee99 #2
Yayyy an updatee
cipluk #3
Chapter 8: i need more of jaehyun and yerim too
jenjenbp #4
Chapter 10: really interesting so far!
yoona296
#5
Chapter 7: Yah jeon! You better be a Man:(
Thank you for updating this!?? Soooo Fast since ur last update?? fighting!
AllureGTae189 #6
Chapter 7: Can you change to normal font? It hurt my eyes. But thanks for the update.. ^^
ggexotica #7
Chapter 7: Finally!!!
Thanks for updating..
Tbh, this chapter's font hurts my eyes.. Can it be just like the normal font?
Namjoonadmirer
#8
Chapter 4: How i wish my future husband put my photo in his wallet like jungkook. Have a nice day authornim :)
Namjoonadmirer
#9
Chapter 2: "My future wife", this sentence give butterflies to me. So sweet.. keep fighting authornim.