Jeno was getting ready for the party doyoung was helping him put on his suit, jeno looked at the invitation that jaehyun had faxed him and observed it, jisung’s father hosted these parties in order to keep the peace between the other mafia groups but God knows those people are always planning something against each other secretly like always, the world he lived in when his mother was live was happy, his mother’s pretty smiles and the smell of roses, now he lived in these people’s hypocritical society, they are dirty, greedy and manipulative and jeno feels he is slowly leaning towards this like was ‘supposed’ to be. He remembered when he was 10 years old, his father called him up to his office and without any reason he tied him up and began to beat him , he screamed, he groaned in pain he asked his father what he did wrong but his father would just keep quiet and just say “you need to learn”. His father teached him the lesson of numbness, he tries to teach him to get void of “feelings” that common people possessed, when he brings his mother up his father would beat him with his cane threatening that if he brings up that so called woman again he will feed him to his hounds, this teached the lesson of insensitivity when he was 11 he told his father that he wants to become a musician, his father beat him up with his cane, he cursed at jeno and shouted how dare he betrayed the ambition of the lee generation and that he was useless after his father left the room, doyoung as always would go to him and tend to his wounds, that teached him the lesson of blankness so that was basically jeno’s childhood was so blank and dark, all he had to do was learn and learn to be like his father, to be a monster someday.

“There you’re ready to go” doyoung finished up and jeno as always looked impeccable he ruffles jeno’s styled hair and he joked “have fun” jeno scowls with a “ you” and reshuffles his hair. His phone rang and it was his cousin “hey jeno you ready to meet those spoiled bimbos???” “ you mark now what?” “Your father wants you to pair up with the daughter of the choi mafia” “choi siyeon??? That sadistically spoiled only daughter of choi siwon??” “uh..yea..i know it will be difficult but..” “ this no way I’m going to do that” “jeno…it’s an order from your dad” “whatever” he scowled and turned off his phone.

There was a limo waiting for him when he left the house he fumed on his seat and wondered what he would do to avoid that girl at all costs.

The party was held at the large penthouse of the park, he handed his invitation to the guards and got in, this was the supposed usual life of rich spoiled people his o called fake friends greeting him enthusiastically jealousy emitting from their eyes and these fake spoiled daughter who have nothing better to do than gossip and flirt boringly, jeno never ever takes interest in these girls ever, ever since that girl…passed away, he never brought -himself to love nor felt the need to, at least he thought so.

He went inside the vvip room and the scene in front of him shocked him, mark his cousin was making out with a certain brown haired guy and in the corner his so called shy jisung was flirting with some random guy what the hell? They would never get attached to these spoiled people like what the hell? “jeno!” mark had called him and the guy who was with was also coming towards him, mark’s disrupted state and that guy’s swollen got jeno cringing internally “this is donghyuck son of lee taeyong the boss of the north side” the guy beside him exclaims ‘wow this is jeno! Renjun must be----“ mark covered his mouth as soon as the donghyuck guy was about to speak “ah………donghyuck ah jeno doesn’t like setting up he is apparently aual” he joked and donghyuck laughed “oh…..shame he renjun is really pretty though” jeno isn’t taking part nor interesting in the conversation so he went off, there were many girls attempting to flirt with him trying to touch him but jeno shrugs them off cruelly leaving them to about him all those hallucinating lights, drugs and alcohol, loud music and rooms filled with those fake people everywhere, he decided to go call doyoung “doyoung sent the limo here im coming” “oh goodness, I wondered how you survived that long okay he will arrive by 15 minutes” jeno ended the call and then, he heard a loud sob he ignored it at first it’s probably guanlin and his crew beating up some bellboy but the sob grew louder and jeno went towards the sound of the sob and what was in front of him will change him….the sob came from a petite boy with his face between his legs who was on the ground, guanlin and his friends we