What the is wrong with you?

You always push me away like a ,

Leave without any one word.

I don't even know what the am I doing.

What the is wrong with me?

Why do I always wait for your call, your text?

Who am I, I'm nothing right?

But why do I always have this ing feeling.

Why am I this patient?

Why do I label myself 'patient' when in the real life I feel like I want to explode anytime soon.

Just two days and I'm freaking out as hell.

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I'm tired of this push-pull thing.

I need you so much right now.

I need my support system, you.

Where the have you been?

What the are you doing?

You posted something in your account when I thought you were busy as .

You read my chats in our group but you didn't reply any single word.

You know what happen to me right now and you just keep silent.

Why?

If you really want to leave then tell me.

If I do something please tell me.

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Father,

I hope she's okay.

And please give me some patient to face her.

I'm sorry but I miss her, can You tell her?