Everything is getting worse, everything is getting darker.

Father, I'm begging you, please help me.

I'm tired, Father.

I wanna come home.

'Home', a place where I can be me.

You're my home, baby.

You're my muse, my home, my everything.

But, you left, you broke every part of me. You ripped my heart into pieces.

I'm just a stupid humanbeing ever.

No matter how much did you hurt me, I always find myself falling for you deeper and deeper day by day.

I love you, baby.

I always do.

I'm stupidly in love with you.

But the saddest part is you already forget about me.

And you're in love with my friend.

How did you do that?

How can you forget about me while I'm still here, thinking about you who never thinking about me even just a bit?

How can you, while I'm here still hoping that you will come to me, hugging and kissing me like we used to do before?

I can do nothing.

I'm such a loser.

Dear my friend,

I hope you treat her well,

I hope you always make her smile,

I hope you won't hurt her,

I hope you won't make her cry like I did.

For you, the person I love the most,

I'm sorry.

It's not your fault, it's all mine.

I'm sorry if I made you cry.

I'm sorry if I was and is such a bother.

I'm sorry if you suffered beca