Imagine that you’re an innocent mouse.
A mouse who lived peacefully before a monster called human broke you.
Yes, the monster was the person you love.
She took you as an experiment,
Maybe she was just using you for goddamn ,
Maybe she was just using you as her rebound,
Same as that mouse who could only accept whatever that monster did to it.
Just as stupid as that little mouse,
You fall for her.
Too deep, that you can’t erase those feelings towards her even just a bit, even after years.
Although she was just taking advantages from you,
You keep falling for her,
After that monster got what she wanted, she threw it away, or badly, killed it.

Yes, she killed you.
Not physically, but mentally.
People will see you as a person who never had a problem.
You look like ‘enjoying’ your actually-empty life,
You laugh, you joke with people around you.
It’s just a temporary distraction.
Once the night come,
Once you enter your room, staring at your ceiling,
All you remember is her.
How is she doing?
Does she cry today?
Is she happy?
Does her girlfriend treat her well?
If she’s happy then you’re glad, although your heart is ripped a little, but nah it’s okay rather than to see her hurt.
If she’s sad then you’re sad, worry exactly.
Why does she sad?
Does her girlfriend do something bad to her?
Does her girlfriend comfort her?
You want to ask her what happened