Is it wrong to fall in love with you years ago,

and even now?

I mean after you dumped me twice,

when I just thought I would have a little chance,

a little hope?

Father, I didn't ask to be born like this,

I want to have a normal life like all of my friends have.

This kind of love,

somehow,

kind of tiring.

It's unacceptable, and hurtful.

Yet I can't stop thinking about her.

How can I move on?

Can somebody tell me?

Dear love,

Maybe 5 years later you would come to me,

after being dumped by someone you love.

Maybe I will always be your rebound.

Maybe you will leave again,

like you always did.

I don't mind.

I love you that much.

I do really wish to stop loving you.

How stupid I am.

Father,

If there is another chance,

please, give me some courage,

to pursue her,

to make her happy,

to make her mine,

to face the society,

even if it's impossible.

I know I'm so sinful,

forgive me, Father.

I'm really, really sorry.